Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Tasya and Ryan @ PMC

Both my babies, Tasya and Ryan has been admitted at Pantai Medical, Cheras since Saturday.

Doctor said they are down with a virus called RotaVirus. They have been vomiting and having diarrhea since Friday. All solid that goes in to their body will immediately come out.

Shiannnnn anak-anak mommy... Get well soon my babies. I wish I could trade places with both of you, I can't bare to see both of you in pain. I carried you for the whole 9 months and protected you with every single strength I had.

Tasya and Ryan,
You know how much mommy and daddy love you. We wouldn't trade anything on Earth for you my dearest babies.

Get well soon my babies, InsyaAllah, things will be better after this.


Thursday, November 24, 2011

It will rain...

Oh yeah, It will rain is 1 of the songs for Breaking Dawn. Overall i enjoyed the movie, dapat tengok Edward Cullen kot. He reminds me of my son, Ryan Cullen eh salah, Ryan Iszkandar!

We arrived sharp at 9pm @ OU, New Wing. Dengan satu hari i tak makan nasik sebab excited nak tengok Breaking Dawn, sampai jer terus borong popcorn. When we were eating the popcorn i sempat bisik kat hubby, 'pa, kite ni dah macam makan nasik kot, bukan main laju lagi kunyah bertih bertih popcorn itu'... heheheh.

Thanks for teman-ning me to watch Breaking Dawn. Even u keep saying "mak aih, slowww nye cite nieee" tapi bile cite tu abis u bebel tanya i 'lahhh dah abis ker?' (blom habis lagi pa, next year kite gie tengok lagi!

Babe, i know i made your day when i told you i have the tixs for you kan.. well, consider advanced bday pwesent eks!! hahah..

Faha, sib baik ko ade semalam, if not ntah mane-mane kiteowg parking. Sib baik ko ade gak, dapat jadi Pomen Jadian... hahahah. (i suke/sayang ngan faha nie, sebab dia bukan sahaja terror repair keta, malah setakat nak organize tuk event nie dia mmg hebat, pastu dia terror bertukang gak, setakat gi kedai hardware cam gi kedai runcit kot!!) ko mmg terbaik lah fahaaa!

I can't upload any pictures coz my so-called smartphone went dead when we wanted to snap some pictures. Smartphone konon!

So to all Twilighters, sile enjoy watching Breaking Dawn yeah!

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Breaking Dawn.....

Before i left the house this morning, my cousin text me with 4 simple words, that made me scream soooo loud till tasya said 'Mommy, are u ok?' heheheh... the 4 simple words were 'Breaking dawn, u want?", yes i know some of you might be thinking lerrr breaking dawn je kotttttt... not when your a huge fan of Edward ok!

Now, its 6pm and i'm waiting for hubby to fetch me from office, we have a 7pm appointment with client then we're off to OU to meet my favorite cousin for the day. hahahahahaha...

I'm soooooo excited.

ps; babe, see u there at 8.30pm..don't be late, coz when it comes to Edward, i tend to forget friends...wakkakakakakak...

Friday, November 11, 2011

Can i be a doctor mommy?

2 nights ago, my little Princess Tasya had a conversation with me, she speaks a lot these days, she speaks fluently, i guess this is what happens when you send them to school at a very early age, the tend to mature very fast and speak sooooo confidently.

Tasya told me 'Mommy, i want to be a Doctor'. I answered, "or u mean like Doctor Harjeet (his our family Doctor), she answered 'No mummy Dr.harjeet is a boy, i'm a gurl'...hehehehe..

Then i told her, yes baby, u can be a Doctor if you want to, Be a good Doctor who treats people with your heart and care for them like you care for me, daddy and ryan. Remember never let money blind your judgment. Tasya answered Yes Mummy and she said again, Mummy, i want to be a doctor. hihihi. I said Yes Tasyaaa, now go to bed before mummy rotan you. hehehhe.

(mommy tasya vewy vewy garangggg, and if u ever bump to me in kenduri's or anywhere, u will see my babies hanging on tight with their daddy coz daddy vewy vewy manja with them, or probably because mummy got spare rotan in the handbeg.hehe.)

Tasya at her Qdees 2011 concert...

Monday, October 17, 2011

Ma, Its your birthday and I love u.

It’s Mom’s birthday today. She’s 54 years old.


I love you very much.

I thanked ALLAH for giving me such a wonderful mother like YOU.

You’re my best friend.

Thank you for always being there for me.

Thank you taking care of Tasya and Ryan while I’m away for work, gym sessions, date nights with hubby and out for shoots.

I wouldn’t trade you for another mother.

Ma, sometimes I wish I was the only child, so that I won’t have to share you with the rascal Daniel. ^evil grin^

But Ma, Thank you for giving me a little brother named Daniel, coz I get to bully him every day, and now I get to bully his son, Adam.

Ma, I still remember the ‘mother-daughter’ argument we had when I was 6 years old, I wanted to wear my school uniform to kindergarten but you won’t allow me to wear it coz it was dirty, I was so angry and I just walk away, I was only 6 years old..Ma, I’m sorry for hurting you feelings. And if Tasya ever do that to me, I would be chasing her with the ‘rotan’ all the way to school, hehe. But you were so cool; when I reach home, u hug me. I love you to bits maa….

Ma, you’re such a great mother. You’re my HERO.

Happy Birthday Ma, and many more birthday surprises to come, you know I love looking at your smile.

Ma, I will always love you and i just can't imagine my life without you.

Tasya and GrandMa.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Ryan Oh Ryan

I'm off from work today, brought the kids and mom out for shopping.

Ryan fell asleep in the midst of mommy busyyy dok pilih-pilih barang. Sooo gud boy...

We put him in the huge supermarket trolley, lay him down with his not so smelly pillow. :)

As I was walking from aisle to aisle, and suddenly there was this aunty and uncle was looking at me, being the typical me, alamakkk my baju or pants koyakk ker? Hehehe.

Then he asked me, I didn't know this supermarket sell babies, do you know where can I get them? Alamakkkk, I wanted to laugh out soooo loud, but I didn't, control ayuuu maaa!
I smiled and I answered, there are many at the back there, better be quick before the cutee ones are sold out.. Haahahahaha..
Both of us started laughing... And ryan was still fastttt asleep...

Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Tasya oh Tasya...

A conversation I had with my precious daughter Tasya a few minutes ago...

Tasya: Mommyyyyy, I bought you flowers just now.

Me: That's soooo sweet of u darlingg, can I see the flowers please?

Tasya: I threw it away mommyyy.. (Then she ran and started laughing)...

Me: Tasyaaaaaaaaaaa...

*she's only 3 and she speaks like she's 30 years old... Love u loads baby gurl!

Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

it's time.

Dear M,

We have been together for 6 years now, and i think its time for me to move on. 6 years of wonderful memories. Thank you sooooooo much for giving me the opportunity to learn. Learning is one part of it, but the experience is what money can't buy.

In life, 2 things that will change a person to be successful,
1. The people you meet.
2. The books you read.

People used to say, ahhh, u can't do it lah, u got nothing...well nothing is something and i have proven them wrong. At least, I'm one step ahead fulfilling my dreams, InsyaAllah. :)

M, you have opened the door for me, and its now my time to walk thru it.. Thank you M, for teaching me to be who i am today, and M, you will never be forgotten.

Till we meet again, M.

ps: well, Absence makes the heart grow fonder kan? :)
, i'm leavinggggggggggg on a JetPlane, don't know when i'll be back again.... :(

Friday, October 7, 2011

Eh Aku? No lah, i prefer 'i'..

Wahhhh looks like my previous entry adalah sedikit panasssss eks..

Yeah, friends who knows me, memang tau my style, i will try not to say 'aku' even when I'm speaking. Well, entry tu pun dah lepas, so i pun nak Move On lah..... what happened, has happened. I can't changed the past! I'm always looking forward to new things in life, so dengan ini, marilah kite bersama-sama MoveOn... :)

I nak share with u olls pixie yang i snap last night. Both Ryan and Tasya was sooooo natural. I just told them to smile coz mommy nak snap pixie... WAhhhhh, terus posing la both of them.. hehehe...

I hope everyone will have a great weekend. Till then, see ya soon in my next entry.

Ps: Look at Tasya's pose, ni dah banyak sangat tengok ANTM nihhh... heheheh,
as for Ryan, he's a vain-pot, menangis pun tengok cermin... btw, cool tak pacifier Ryan?

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Sila lah MoveOn....

It took me 1 whole night to think what should i publish in my blog today. Its not a random entry that i can simply write.

Aku dah mula menyampah dengan 'insects' in my blog. I started off by removing the chat box from my blog because i have been getting 'rubbish' chats on the box long time ago. Macam-macam orang accused aku! Wei, aku bukan 'blogger tegar' pun, tak payah la nak tinggal komen sampah!

Bile dah tade chat box, they attacked me through the comments section. What kills me, is this 'insects' dok comment pasal my husband. Wei, 'insects', blah laaahh, whay must you put comments pasal benda yang dah lepas?? You sound pathetic ok!

We are married now, we have 2 adorable babies. Apelagi yang ko nak sebok? Apelagi ko nak ungkit story lama? If either both of us ever hurt you, well, we were young back then! mak aku cakap, kalau nak pilih teman hidup, kena lah yang sayang kite as much as we love them. So since engkau pernah hadir dalam hidup aku atau suami aku, mungkin ko bukan lah bagus sgt pun coz the relationship never ended with a marriage. So, sila blah and move on! tak payah ko nak cite banyak pasal cite lama! People change. Things that happened 10 years back, has happened! and if ko takmo maafkan aku atau suami aku, tu hal ko!

Yang membuatkan aku lebih 'pissed-off', 'anonymous' ni siap cakap, 'sukar baginya memaafkan kisah lalu', ape kisah lalu ko yang sedih sgt sampai tak bole nak maafkan? again, MOVE ON!
Nampak sangat ko tak cukup berani kan, bile dah berani sgt letak komen, why don't you put your actual name sekali??

Hormat sikit bile engkau singgah blog orang, tak payah nak story cerita sedih engkau kat blog aku! Aku paham suami aku 'HOT', tu sebab engkau panas hati tgk aku kan?? hehehe.....

By the way, if ko ever singgah blog aku lagi, which i know you would, i would like to say this to you...
'Whoever you are, Shit happens, so does relationship yang tak sampai ke jinjang pelamin....... and never assumed you know us, coz if you know us well, u will never leave those strange comments on my blog'..... Its funny to see yang engkau masih hidup dalam masa lampau!
Dah 2011, wake up, grow up and again MOVE ON!

And NEVER talk nasty things about my other half and my kids.

mintak maaf and memaafkan adalah satu benda yang paling mulia, truly sorry if we ever hurt you, now its your part to forgive and forget....

Tasya said: No need to kacau my mommy and daddy lah! No need to come to mommy's blog also!

Thursday, September 29, 2011

The Fast and Furious Babies....

From left is Ryan O'Conner and the one in the car is Vin Adam Diesel, the nephew yang i suke sakattt..best sakat dia ni, sebab canner u sakat pun, muka dia seriousss je, sooooooo susah to make him smile. budget gangster la nihh..

I can't wait for both of them to grow up... love u loads kiddos!

Pixie taken by my brother, tu yang tak clear tuhhh... mmg tade ciri-ciri photographer langsunggg!! hahahah...

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Ke mana pergi......

Wow, sungguh backlog my blog nie. The last i updated was during Ramadan, now Raya pun dah nak abis, but i guess its never too late to wish Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir and Batin.

I reckon most of you had a blast celebrating Raya this year, as for us, we had a great Raya,
Syukur Alhamdullillah.

Gosh, loads of things i want to share in my blog.... and one of it is
'ke mane pergi 'common sense' engkau?'

Common sense? I think human these days are lack of common sense. Dah la common sense kureng, adab pun tade, adeiiii, ape nak jadiiii lahhhhh!!!

I live in a Condo, and i live quite high above the ground. Obviously i have to use the lift to get to my unit. Yesterday, as usual, i was waiting for the lift, my hands was full with bags, since both of my babies dah pandai jalan, so they followed me.

When the lift door opened, a lady and her son was in the lift, u know what she did??? instead of helping me to hold the lift, she just stared at us, and because of that, Ryan almost terkepit kat pintu lift. *&^%$#%! Being a mother yang sangat protective, i almost blurted out words that is wayyyyyyyyyyy not good for my babies to hear. Such as, Si*l lahhh, puihtssss!!! but i didn't say that lah, i would never swear in front of my babies.

Haih, panasnyaaa hati i mase tu, how could she only looked without even holding the lift, aiyooooo, tada akal kah?

Again another lift incident, it happened this morning when i was about to send Ryan to mama's house, there was 2 boys was also waiting for the lift, dalam hati i told myself ni mesti 'Cikgu-Cikgu Trainee yg menyewa kat condo ni, i saw their name tag and the books they were holding', if dah nama pun cikgu, and bakal pendidik anak bangsa, by right ade lah ilmu kat kepala otak tu kan??? Well, meleset sungguh sangkaan ku itu? instead of holding the lift, i had to tahan the lift door from hitting Ryan again.

Haih, dah dua kali dah ni, my mouth almost blurted out ' kalau ni bukan lu punya tempat la..gua sudah lama rembat sama lu tau'....heheheh, but of course i did not say that.

Wahai cikgu-cikgu trainee yang tinggal buat sementara waktu kat Condo nieh, belajar lah pegang lift, eh, belajar lah menghormati orang, and please put some common sense into your brains!
One day u will be educating kids, but before u educate them, please educate yourself first! Nilai-nilai murni sangat pentingggggggggggg woahhh....

Ps: Lagi sekali if i bump into these kind of people, i'm gonna 'sembur' my words of wisdom to them. Don't play-play with me ahh, never mess with my patience k!!!!
(x caye?? cer tanye kak yumm)

Monday, August 22, 2011

Mencari Lailatul Qadar

Mari Beramal!
  1. Cukuplah utk mengetahui tinggi kedudukan Lailatul Qadar dgn mengetahui bahwasa malam itu lbh baik dari seribu bulan Allah berfirman "Sesungguh Kami menurunkan Al Qur'an pada malam Lailatul Qadar tahukah engkau apakah malam Lailatul Qadar itu? Malam Lailatul Qadar itu lbh baik dari seribu bulan Pada malam itu turunlah malaikat-malaikat dan Jibril dgn izin Rabb mereka (untuk membawa) segala urusan Selamatlah malam itu hingga terbit fajar." (Al Qadar : 1-5)
    Dan pada malam itu dijelaskan segala urusan yg penuh hikmah "Sesungguh Kami menurunkan pada suatu malam yg diberkahi dan sesungguh Kami-lah yg memberi peringatan. Pada malam itu dijelaskan segala urusan yg penuh hikmah (yaitu) urusan yg besar dari sisi Kami. Sesungguh Kami adl Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengetahui." (Ad Dukhan : 3 - 6)
Tanda-Tanda Malam Lailatul Qadar

Ketahuilah hamba yg taat -mudah-mudahan Allah menguatkanmu dgn ruh dari-Nya dan membantu dgn pertolongan-Nya- sesungguh Rasulullah Shallallahu 'alaihi wasallam menggambarkan pagi malam Lailatul Qadar agar seorang muslim mengetahuinya.
Dari 'Ubai Radhiyallahu 'anhu ia berkata Rasulullah Shallallahu 'alaihi wasallam bersabda:
"Pagi hari malam Lailatul Qadar matahari terbit tak menyilaukan seperti bejana hingga meninggi." (Muslim (762))
Dari Abu Hurairah Radhiyallahu 'anhu ia berkata kami menyebutkan malam Lailatul Qadar di sisi Rasulullah Shallallahu 'alaihi wasallam dan beliau bersabda:

"Siapa di antara kalian yg ingat ketika terbit bulan seperti syiqi jafnah." (Muslim (1170 /Perkataan syiqi jafnah syiq arti setengah jafnah arti bejana. Al Qadhi 'Iyadh berkata "Dalam hadits ini ada isyarat bahwa malam Lailatul Qadar hanya terjadi di akhir bulan krn bulan tak akan seperti demikian ketika terbit kecuali di akhir-akhir bulan.")
Dan dari Ibnu Abbas Radhiyallahu 'anhuma ia berkata Rasulullah Shallallahu 'alaihi wasallam bersabda:

"(Malam) Lailatul Qadar adl malam yg indah cerah tak panas dan tak juga dingin (dan) keesokan hari cahaya sinar matahari melemah kemerah- merahan." (Thayalisi (394) Ibnu Khuzaimah (3/231) Bazzar (1/486) sanad hasan)

Sumber file chm Syaikh Salim bin 'Id Al-Hilaaly Syaikh Ali Hasan Ali Abdul H

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Harapan Ramadhan :)

Monday, August 15, 2011

Fast FIVE feat. Paul Walker + Vin Diesel

I reckon most of you have watched the movie Fast Five rite??? Me, am a huge fannnn of Fast Five lahh, from the 1st sequel to the latest, each time i finish watching the movie, i hopeeee there will be a continuation....

Mane taknya, si Paul Walker and Vin Diesel is extremely hot....

The best part is, dalam my daily life, i get to meet Paul Walker and Vin Diesel on a daily basis..sila percaya eks, tak cayaaa??? ahhhhhhhh tunggu till u scroll down a bit more n u will get to see their pictures taken by me.. haaaaaa sempotsss dapat jumpe 2 mamat hots nie hari-hari...

Haih, sungguh ku tak sangka my dream came true lah~~ :),

Haaaaaaaaaa, ni lah Brian O'Conner and Dominic Toretto... (the baby version)
Jambuuuu kann? heheheh...

In reality, they do fight often..usually Vin Diesel yang nangis dulu, muke je legend tapi hati jambuu...hehehehe..

Credits to my Lil Nephew, Vin Adam Diesel and my Son Ryan O'Connor...
~Both of them never failed to make me smile each day, its a blessed having both of u in my life~

Sunday, August 14, 2011

The Meaning of Fasting in Ramadhan..

Guys, wanna join me...the keropok is so nice..yummy

Mummy can I eat the table?

Family time..

Something to share....

Fasting is another unique moral and spiritual characteristic of Islam. Literally defined, fasting means to abstain "completely" from foods, drinks, intimate intercourse and smoking, before the break of the dawn till sunset, during the entire month of Ramadan, the ninth month of the Islamic year. But if we restrict the meaning of the Islamic Fasting to this literal sense, we would be sadly mistaken.

When Islam introduced this matchless institution, it planted an ever-growing tree of infinite virtue and invaluable products. Here is an explanation of the spiritual meaning of the Islamic Fasting:

  1. It teaches man the principle of sincere Love: because when he observes Fasting he does it out of deep love for God. And the man who loves God truly is a man who really knows what love is.
  2. It equips man with a creative sense of hope and an optimistic outlook on life; because when he fasts he is hoping to please God and is seeking His Grace.
  3. It imbues in man the genuine virtue of effective devotion, honest dedication and closeness to God; because when he fasts he does so for God and for His sake alone.
  4. It cultivates in man a vigilant and sound conscience; because the fasting person keeps his fast in secret as well as in public. In fasting, especially, there is no mundane authority to check man's behavior or compel him to observe fasting. He keeps it to please God and satisfy his own conscience by being faithful in secret and in public. There is no better way to cultivate a sound conscience in man.
  5. It indoctrinates man in patience and selflessness, as through fasting, he feels the pains of deprivation but he endures them patiently.
  6. It is an effective lesson in applied moderation and willpower.
  7. Fasting also provides man with a transparent soul, a clear mind and a light body.
  8. It shows man a new way of wise savings and sound budgeting.
  9. It enables man to master the art of Mature Adaptability. We can easily understand the point once we realize that fasting makes man change the entire course of his daily life.
  10. It grounds man in discipline and healthy survival.
  11. It originates in man the real spirit of social belonging, unity and brotherhood, of equality before God as well as before the law.
  12. It is a Godly prescription for self-reassurance and self-control.
- Dr. Arafat El-Ashi -
Muslim World League Canada Office

Saturday, August 13, 2011

3 years Celebration - Happy b'day Princess -

Sing along everybody..it's my birthday

1-2-3..happy birthday to you..happy birthday to you..
Happy birthday to TASYA.. Happy birthday to youuuu...

Yummy my tummy!!

Picture time everybody...CHEESEEE!!


Kacak luar
Kacak dalam
Kacak dengar sini
Kalau saya senyum
Awak mesti senyum sekali
Kalau kita senyum
Semua orang berjangkit
Bila semua orang senyum
Dunia tiada penyakit

Akhirnya sempurna tiga album pertama
Bunyi macam koleksi hits terbaik orang lama
Dah ku kata ku takkan henti sampai tua bangka
Kalau habis abjad aku rap dengan angka
Satu dua tiga anugerah diterima
Oh itu tahun lepas tahun ini cuma dua
Tersenyum tiap kali kalah dengan Nurhaliza
Ditertawakan oleh anakku Inca Medina

Oh Inca Medina orang secantik nama
Cantik luar cantik dalam cantik macam mama
Hati macam grandmanya anginnya macam papa
Kalau dah merajuk nampak muncung sampai sana
Sebelum jadi drama dah tahu nak buat apa
Nyanyi balik lagu ayat lama ayat mama
Wanita hari ini jaga sensitiviti
Kalau buah hati merajuk boleh cuba ayat ini

Ay cantik luar cantik dalam cantik dengar sini
Kalau cantik senyum cantik mesti cantik lagi
Senyum sikit nak tengok ada tak lesung pipit
Kalau tak ada pun aku masih mahu cubit

Ay buai tinggi-tinggi sampai ke puncak awan
Dengan kumulus dan nimbus aku berkawan
Aku bukan rupawan aku bukan jutawan
Tapi aku punya satu senyuman yang menawan

Baru mukadimah nampak macam sudah tertawan
Dengar kata hati perasaan jangan dilawan
Kalau takut mula-mula kita boleh berkawan
Duduk dulu biar ku belanja kopi secawan
Apa rasa sentiasa jadi bahan perhatian
Apa rasa jadi cantik kacuk cina pakistan
Apa rasa jadi seksi suka tak diperhatikan
Apa rasanya terima bertubi-tubi puji-pujian

Tu boleh pun senyum cantiknya gigi
Sepuluh markah penuh seharusnya ku beri
Wanita hari ini harus pepandai puji
Kalau dia jual mahal boleh cuba lagu ini

Ay cantik luar cantik dalam cantik dengar sini
Kalau cantik senyum cantik mesti cantik lagi
Senyum sikit nak tengok ada tak lesung pipit
Kalau tak ada pun aku masih mahu cubit

-Malique & Najwa-

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Indahnya Ramadhan...

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Ramadhan...Syukurku Masih Di sini....

This time around, let the picture do the talking.. bulan pose kan tak bole cakap banyak, kurang pahala nanti..heheheheh.

Selamat Berpuase Dear Family, Fwens and Bloggers.

Friday, July 29, 2011

Ryan's PhotoShoot....

We did a back to back shoot for both of them....honestly i was amazed with the outcome of our shoot. Most of our fwens love it...ade siap dah pre book us for a photoshoot for their posters in their boutique and siap nak pakai ryan and tasya for their models in the pictures..

Kudos to hubby and myself, well when you have the same passion as your husband, its soooo easy to communicate when you work together, well we complement each other... (sila jangan muntah yer kawan-kawan) heheheh....

Ryan sangat goodboy when we did the shoot, sikit pun tak nangis (except for the part, he fell from the chair) lepas nangis he continued to pose back... sungguh model attitude..hahhaha...

whatever poses that ryan did, was spontaneous and was his own idea. i just gave him some basic ideas by talking to him n telling him the theme for each photo. Bare in mind ya, Ryan is only 1 year old, and dah pandai paham poses yang mommy nak...hehehehe.. We are very proud of you Son!

Dah lame hubby and fwens requested me to upload the pics in my blog, tapi mummy sgt busyyyy, byk jobs back to back yang i kena kasik kawtim... :)

So ade sesape nak amik gambar my anaks n buat wallpaper, sila laaahhh.... and if ade anybody nak hire Ryan dipersilakan juge..hehehe.. kena book awal awal yer, Ryan slalu busy..hahhahhaha...

ohhhh, i have no words to describe about this pics...

Ryan said: Yes please book me the Ferrari, i will give you the cheque this evening!!! heheheh

Ryan and his Drums...

i'm busy la mummy, please don't disturb me.... heheh

ps: Somebody once told us, why buy a ferrari if you don't know how to drive it, well i guess we should own a ferrari first, then only we can learn to drive it.... ~huhu~

Tasya's PhotoShoot

Wah, the title sungguh poyo kan? Photoshoot konon..heheh,
alaa, shoot biase-biase je, me and hubby dok practice cara cara mengendalikan DSLR yang kami miliki.

Honestly, its not easy to handle toddlers while capturing their pictures. As a photographer you have to be quick quick quick to capture a good pose from the toddler.

haih, mase we did this shoot, i siap pegang rotan ok! hahahaha, well, i have to do what it takes to get a good picture kan..sounds kejam tak??? hahahah, pegang je rotan, bukan rotan punnnnn.....
all the pictures was taken in our studio... studio kat mane? haaaaaaaaaa, kat dalam umah jeee...

as for me, i like the pictures coz its sooooooo natural....

macam artis kan?? hahah, mase ni she was singing 'Just the way you are by Bruno Mars"

Dj Tasya in the houseee.....

The IT savvy Tasya, kecik kecik dah ade terror pakai Ipad

ps: i love taking pictures coz pictures tell a thousand words...

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Our Passion, gooo Green...

Its been almost a month since hubby and I started our new passion. Usually we fulfill it over the weekend. As for me, I will find the time even during weekdays..

Since its Saturday today, I've decided to go to ampang, near KDE for a jog, as we were running we saw people climbing a small hill.. Well, its not even a small hill, we climb and climb and climb and suddenly we bump into a beautiful lake on the hill....

ape lagiiii, snap snap here and there lahh.. Ohhh, I love my saturdayss lah.. Such a lovely day! Healthy life all the way!

Ps: tks hubby for the bday gift, I loveee it! Well a 'Personal Trainer' is all I wanted.. :)

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Monday, June 27, 2011

Goodnite from PMCC

My babies are getting really bored at the hospital... Siannn them.

Tasya misses going to school, Ryan? He can't wait to go homee and play with his buddy vin 'adam' diesel...

Me? Herm, I miss my beddd!!! My not so smelly pillow, I miss my whole house lah, lack of pink color in my life just make my dayy sooooo glooomyyy... Heheheh.

InsyaAllah, all of us will be 'released' tomorrow. We can't wait......

Tasya is soooo bored until the bed rails pun dia buat toy, she told me, 'Mummy, mummy.. I see starsss, I asked her, can mama see stars too, she replied, come here mummy, this is my telescope..' Aduhaiii, bed rails pun can jadi telescope.. Sooooo creative anak mummy, soooo layak masuk LIM KOK WING yee... Hehehe..

Ryan?? He lovessss playing with the Emergency button, when the nurses comes into our room, he will say 'CHAKKKKK'... Hehehehe... Cheeekyy boyy!

Ps; let me attached tasya's pix with her 'telescope' yaaa.. Byk tul stars diaa nampak. Hehehe..

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Masih di sini, PMCC.

Its Monday, well, its been 4 nights since our stay in Pantai Medical.

Alhamdullillah, Tasya and Ryan's health are improving. Tasya had a slight fever last night, Doctor stills wants to monitor her fever for 1 more night.

This is 1 of my longest stay in a hospital. Hubby also 'berkampung' here, taking care of our angels.

Everyday he will tell me, he's worried to see the kids are not well... Tak sempat I nak ngadu to him, when I hear him saying dat, my hati gooooo sooooo sayu. God, u've created a wonderful husband for me, he's a wonderful dad to our kids, aku bersyukur padamu Ya Allah.

Pa, InsyaAllah they will recover very soon, u will hear them calling papaaaaa on top of their lungs, running up and down. Insyaallah things will be back to normal very soon.
Thanks pa for being there for us..

Rainn or shine ye papa.. Hehe

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Friday, June 24, 2011

Both Tasya & Ryan is in Pantai Medical...

They had very very high fever on Wednesday night. Temperature was 40'c. At times, it will go down to 38'c, but for kids their age, its still high.

Hubby and I had 2 sleepless nights, we won't even dare to shut our eyes, afraid we would not hear our babies crying.

On Friday, the temperature was still there, I brought the immediately to hospital, doctor saw them and immediately he admitted them.

Doctor said, both of them are suspected for dengue, Ya Allah, I almost fainted at that point of time, I held my tears back and calm my self down. We had to wait 2 hours for the blood test result to get back, it was a very loooong 2 hours for me, Alhamdullillah when Doctor came to see me, he said both of them are negative for dengue. Syukurku Ya Allah.
We are still in the hospital, fever is still there, it comes and goes, but at least I know we are in good hands...

Alhamdullillah... :)

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Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Double Celebration...

Dearest Hubby,

Thank you for the birthday gift! Best birthday gift ever la papaaa..

Thank you for the surprise dinner, gathering all my family for the dinner was a greattt idea. Well, I did smell something was going on tho, but you covered it well when you brought me for a surprise shopping spree.. the bajuuss blinded me from asking furthr question.. Hehehe..

Erm, lepas sambut birthday, its time to celebrate anibesary gak, next to each other only.. 4 years full of loveee bebeh!

Every year in June, u make me smile from ear to ear la papa! You never fail to make me happy.

May Allah panjangkan Jodoh kite, permurahkan rezeki kite, berkati kehidupan kite dunia dan akhirat, anak-anak yang soleh n solehah...Ameennnn..

Pa, 5 years we knew each other b4 we got married, the 5th year, you proposed..n we got married... Now, its been 4 years since we got married. 9 wonderful years we have been together. Wow, 9 great wonderful years being with you.

Love you with all my heart and soul.

Happy Anibesary to our marriage...

*punyalah lama tak update blog, tetiba timbul mood nak update at 5am.. Hehe.

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Sunday, April 24, 2011

Ryan Iszkandar is 1 year old...

Dear Son,

A year ago, at this particular time, mommy was admitted at Pusat Bersalin Alam Damai, but u weren't born till about 9pm...

Happy Birthday Ryan, mommy and daddy doakan you will grow up and menjadi anak yang soleh, taat pada Allah, mommy and daddy.

We are really proud of you son, be a good boy okay!

Mommy and Daddy..

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Saturday, April 23, 2011

The Day Before...

Its 1.15 in the morning, few hours more to Ryan's party..........

Me, hubby, mudd, faha, marina, nana, cikin, ayan, aliya and abam are workingggg very hard to complete the deco deco decooooo...


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Monday, March 28, 2011

Accident, it not only hit my car, but it hit my Soul!

After so long of not updating my blog, i decided today i have to blog... (as i'm typing this entry my whole body is shaking and i'm still in shocked.. :(

I must type this entry, as it can be a precaution to myself, my kids, my friends and whoever that is reading this blog.

Around 9.30am i arrived to work, i drove as usual, used the same route, the same entry to the parking...suddenly one huge sound i heard... Bangggggggggggg... Gosh, this motorist came out of no where, hit my car.....
I was not even driving fast, as i was in the office compound... who it their right mind would drive fast when you're heading to the parking rite????

I came off the car, the motorist started shouting at me, as calm as i wanted to be, but after he starting swearing at me, n kept saying 'pompuan sume bodoh, tak tahu bawak kereta!!! (all woman drivers are stupid, don't know how to drive car)".. Dear Kate, I'm translating this for you, in case you're reading this entry..Miss you loads..
Wei, ko dah lebih sgt nie.... u tink all pompuan don't know how to drive meh??? 10 minutes of him screaming at me, shouting at me and kept blaming it was my fault that i didn't gave any signal when i turn right towards the parking lah.. i told him 'what the hell were you doing on the right lane? Shouldn't you be on the left lane????.' He paused. Then again he started screaming and saying he was all the while on the right lane... See, if he was on correct all along, he wouldn't paused when i questioned him.... but then again, people like to take advantage and try to manipulate a lady driver.
People at guilt would never stop blaming and shouting continuously!
When he was screaming, i was observing and i saw he was actually on the phone while riding his bike...
I asked him, since you're already shouting at me, what do you want me to do now? Then he said, ohhh, this month alone, he met with 3 accidents and started to show me his wounds..and he said, this was done by a lady driver as well. I smirked and told him well that is not my problem at all!
(tapi, if kite fikir betul-betul la kan, if orang tu bawak kereta or moto carefully, i doubt they would ever meet with an accident kan??) Siap tunjuk luka luka lama yang i really wanted to laugh.
Since he was creating a scene, 2 motorcyclist came towards me, well, since i'm a lady driver, and they saw this idiot was screaming at me, you think who would the side??? Yes, they help me to get rid of that particular idiot. Thank you for helping me. :)

But, i cried immediately after i step into my car, i was keeping my tears back! i wasn't that strong to held up my tears, i cried because my car was dented and the idiot left even without saying sorry!
Here goes my Monday as i thought it would be a great day to start of the week.

Herm, Thank God, I'm fine, but today's incident have change my perception towards colors.

ps: Thanks hubby for comforting me.