30 years old. Syukur Alhamdullillah. Having a wonderful husband, a beautiful daughter, a cheeky son, the most understanding mom, a 'garang' dad who taught me to be very firm, a sister who will always be there when i need her, a brother who i know will always have my back, my greatest in laws, my friends that i know would always be by my side when i need them.
30 is just a number. Hell Noooo! haha. Yes, mid life crisis shall begin at this very moment. haha.
Saalam Jumaat.
On 24th of April 2012 my dearest son Ryan Iszkandar turn 2 years old. A young man he is.
Dearest Son,
When mommy found out i was pregnant with you, honestly both of us were shocked and happy at the same time. The shocking part was, Tasya is only 1 and I'm having another baby in 9 months. Can mommy cope? Well the first 3 months weren't easy son, i was vomiting every hour. But when i was in the 2nd, 3rd, 4th trimester, it was really fun. You were so active in my tummy, as tho u were playing soccer. hehe.
Well, when the Doctor told me it was a boy, i immediately told daddy, my son's name will be Ryan.
Ryan u never failed to make mommy and daddy smile. Even your sister love you to bits. Remember son, if anything happens to mommy and daddy, its your duty to look out for your big sister. I know she can be very bossy at times, well son, i guess she got it from her momma. :)
Ryan, mommy and daddy will always pray the best for you. Be a Good Muslim, a Good son, well mannered and a humble person. InsyaAllah things will be great for you.
There are so many things i want to write in here. A lot of things happened lately. Tapi how lah, even pada kala ini, aku masih terperangkap di office. Ingin ku lari, tapi workload aku memanggil-manggil. Ingin ku biar, arghhh, aku bukan jenis orang yang bole reti duduk diam if kerja masih bertimbun.
Lately ku rase 24jam bagai tidak cukup bagi ku, 7 hari seminggu ibarat datang dan pergi dengan begitu pantas sekali. Weekend aku gunakan sepenuhnya bersama my family...
Yayyy, esok public holiday.... Alhamdulillah. 
It was my Beloved Sister's Birthday yesterday. 20 March 2012, she's 8 years older than me. She's my bestest fwen which will always be by my side when i need her.
Oh XieDa ku sayang,
Even we don't see each other that often but i want you to know i always have you in my mind.
Having you in my life since i was born was the best thing ever happened.
Yes! we do have our differences in liking things, for example, she hates to shop with me because it will take me hours buying a pair of shoes and it really pisses her off big time. hahahaha..
Oh XieDa ku sayang,
Do u ever knew, i always think you are a great person, and i really look up to you as my big sister.
I always think you are a great person at heart and I'm proud to be your little sister.
And i always envy your job coz you get to meet Aaron Aziz! ku jeolous.
And XieDa ku sayang,
Sorry sebab lambat wish, but i did call you kaann.. nanti we kuar makan makan eks, macam biase lah, i order you bayar.. hahah.. thats a big sister's job kaannn!!! pay after the little sister makan..kan kan?
I love you loads lah xieda!!!
Fara doakan xieda berbahagia hingga ke ujung nyawa, dipanjangkan umur dan di murahkan rezeki.
See my big sister, tu diaaaaaa..Maya Karin! What i meant was, sebelah Maya Karin. hehehe. Tak mungkin ku mampu
Tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang
Dari langit untukmu
Jika engkau minta satu dunia
Akan aku coba
Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu
Pastikan kau bahagia
Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan kamu
Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan
Siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu
ps: Well, that's life, some are born with a silver spoon in the mouth and some are born with a plastic spoon in the mouth.
I wake up as early as 5am almost every morning, wait for my Suboh prayers, once done, i will change to my fitness outfit.
i will go running at 6.15 am, run 6km in an hour. Then head back home to get Tasya ready for school and I'm off to work. Tiring? Not so lah, its all about the will powerrrr baybehh...
If i don't go for running, i will do workout, mostly abs, core workout. And if i don't run or workout, i will wake up feelinggg sooooo guilty.
That's usually my routine from Monday to Friday. For Saturdays, i usually don't do any workouts, except for folding clothes, washing clothes and the usual Lisasurirumah chores. On Sunday, i will usually run at BTP in the evening.
Certain things in life, you can't just buy them off the shelf, you need to work your a** out to get what you want. I'm still very very far away from what i want. But at least i tried rather than bitching about it and not doing anything kaannnnnnnnn??? (oopssss, did i say that out loud?)
mypinkNike runners just makes me runs as if I'm running in the air :) You know when you miss someone badly and you can't have them because they are super duper busy.
Even when they are right next to you but they seemed to be very far away.
Gosh, i miss you.
When i look into your eyes,
you give me goosebumps,
But you're just far,
Far enough for me to run and catch you,
but i just can't,
afraid i might fall,
Falling won't hurt much,
but the scar will last forever.
Gosh, i honestly miss you.
I will always love you, every day, every night till my last breath.
ps: a dearest fwen of mine told me, if we are upset or pissed, the right brain will start functioning and we will tend to write creative things, but now i'm not even pissed or upset??? errr, all my 29++ years of living and breathing, out of a sudden this right brain is functioning ... Alhamdullillah. :) pss: this entry has nothing to do with anyone even if the person is alive or dead. as i said, my right brain is functioning quite well these days... :)
i menyampah
menyampah to who?
entah i pun tak tahu
perlu ada reason untuk menyampah ke?
i menyampah
menyampah pada ................
arghhh wutdahell
no need to justify my menyampah-ness lah
i menyampah
biarlah i sorang je yang tau
biarlah i pujuk hati i
u, pegi jauh before i sepak u
i menyampah
i tak main-main
i patah seribu lah
u bukan tau pun
i menyampah
u tak amik tau
i menyampah
u diam macam batu
ps: my menyampah-ness tade kena mengena pun ngan sesape....
People often complained;
1) Arghhh, susahnya nak dapat kerja these days..
2) Why lah no work that is suitable for me...
3) Study tinggi-tinggi pun tak guna, vacancies asyik tadeeeeeee jer...
4) I nak gaji rm2500 lah, if bayar rm1800 mane cukup nak makan kat kl niii....
5) Susahlah nak kerja sane, office tu langsung tade public transport....
6) etc...etc...etc......
Well oh Well, sape cakap nak mencarik sesuap nasik kat dunia ni senang? Kalau senang, everyone in this world would live happily ever after kan?
I have been working for almost 7 years, tade lah lama sgt experience saya.. but i started off as a Secretary, well that is what i studied kan.. i went for various interviews, tell me about it! it wasn't freaking easy to get a job... but Alhamdullillah, i landed in an IT company in Kelana Jaya... i remember waking up at 5 am every morning to catch the first train to Masjed Jamek and transit another train to Kelana Jaya. From Kelana Jaya, i had to wait for the feeder bus to get to my office. Herm, yes it was hard but it made me work very hard. I was always early to work, 7.30am dah sampai office.
I remember going home at 3am coz we had tenders to complete, and still, i was always early to work. I worked my ass out lah, it took me 9 months to get promoted. Alhamdulilllah. Immediately i bought a car.
Soon aftere, i received a job offer which i didn't even look for, Rezeki dari Allah, my salary jump was very high. Syukur Alhamdullillah.
Now, I'm at a new place, its not just a job but its my Career. Still learning, adapting and getting used to the new role.
Sometimes when i have conversations with fresh graduates (well not all fresh graduates yah, no offense tau), they often complain about not having jobs that relates to their field. Well dear boys and girls, life isn't always fair! You are very lucky these days, because we have many online recruitment agencies.
And if you ever schedule for an interview, please bare in mind, if you can't attend the interview, send a courtesy email, or text message or even call them saying you can't attend the bloody interview! Don't make them wait for you! Its not nice to do that to a person.
Please be early for interviews, if the interview is at 10 am, be there at 9am, at least you will feel more relaxed. And make sure when you attend interviews, please dress appropriately. First impression says a lot!
I hope i didn't offend anyone. Sorry if i did, well i can't please everyone, can't i?
ps; A fwen once told me, finding good candidate macam finding a boyfriend…… you’ll meet 10 idiots to get to the right one.. ;)
Looonnnggg weekend approaching... Cuti pun hati tak senang, still bawak workload back home. Sungguh workholic lah saya.. hahaha...
Sunday and Monday ade Wedding Shoot @ Melaka. Can't wait to shoot in Melaka... Sambil shoot sambil tengok negeri orang, its not like i get to go to Melaka everyday kan!!
Looks like dis CNY i will be in Melaka lah, kids will be at mama's place, and both of them will be going to my mom's side to celebrate CNY..
Till then, Happy Holidays and Gong Xi Fatt Chai...
ps: Its almost 12am, but i can't sleep, i feel like going for a run.... run lah sgt, kang terjumpe hantu baru tau..hihiih....
pss: bought nasik kandar for hubby just now, i ate some, now i feel guilty...urghhhh nak runnnnn....
Happy Birthday Babe!
Let me start off with 'being 30 is just a number', nothing much too worry about lah, after all we still look 18 kan?? hihi
Babe, how long has our friendship been? let me see, errrr 12 years babe!!
We met in Uitm dihatiku, you said hi, i said hi back, we studied in the same class, u were super clever, Dean's list every semester, and obviously you graduated with flying colors..
It was Tasya's first day attending her ballet class. She was really excited.. To my surprise she mingled and made friends really fast.
She saw the other girls with their ballerina shoes and she came running asking me to buy those pink ballet shoes for her, tasya has a thing for pink stuffs... Suruh lah dia pakai color lain, herm she wouldnt....herm perangai sapeeee lah tuuu.....
Before i begin with this entry, i would like to say, the title above langsung tade kena mengena with the entry kat bawah ni.... i'm soooo into Ombak Winduu.....
Its been days since i wanted to blog. Time is so limited these days. When i complain to my beloved brother and sister, they will say 'Welcome to the working World'... hahaha.. gosh, as much as they annoy me, but i have to say, i love them to bits.
Well 2012 is a big year for me. I'm gonna be missing my twenties and i have 5 months more to hit the thirties, yeah yeah, some people who like you, will say, 'age is only a number lah'... yeah memang lah number but the true fact is, is i'm gonna be 30... Thank God, i still look like 20 years old or maybe 18!! ngeh ngeh...
At the end of 2011, i was offered a new job. Without thinking twice i accepted it. Syukur Alhamdullillah things are turning out great. As much as like my new job, but sometimes i miss my babies at home, there are times i come home and both of them are asleep. I guess this is the sacrifices i have to make. I reckon Allah has his plans for me, InsyaAllah.
Tasya has started her 2nd year in Qdees. She's so excited going to school. Ryan hasn't not started school yet, so he's still busy acting dramas.. eh salah, busy playing toyss.... hehehe.
Herm, as for my dearest hubby, biase lah bz with work, business and busy entertaining me and kids. Thanks pa for always being there for all of us even your soooo bz with work. Thanks sebab layan me to watch Ombak Rindu at home, and when u saw me crying u said 'Sayang, tu kan pokok and burung jer, why are u crying'...chetttttt terus i laugh. why paaaa whyyyyyy!!! hahaha.. anyways ade a few sources told me that hubby looks like Aaron Aziz.. hahaha.. ya mehhh?? erm, i must be very lucky then... kekekeke..
ps: my working out has paid off...yeahhhh! i'm liking 2012, Ombak dan batu ni lah yang menjadi saksi... (hahaha, tade kena mengena pun Ombak and Batu, i just picked it off the ombak rindu movie)
