I am a wife to HIM and a mother to Tasya & Ryan.

Senyum lerr, cutiiiiii naaaaaa

2012-01-20T23:48:00.002+08:00

Looonnnggg weekend approaching... Cuti pun hati tak senang, still bawak workload back home. Sungguh workholic lah saya.. hahaha...

Sunday and Monday ade Wedding Shoot @ Melaka. Can't wait to shoot in Melaka... Sambil shoot sambil tengok negeri orang, its not like i get to go to Melaka everyday kan!!

Looks like dis CNY i will be in Melaka lah, kids will be at mama's place, and both of them will be going to my mom's side to celebrate CNY..

Till then, Happy Holidays and Gong Xi Fatt Chai...

ps: Its almost 12am, but i can't sleep, i feel like going for a run.... run lah sgt, kang terjumpe hantu baru tau..hihiih....

pss: bought nasik kandar for hubby just now, i ate some, now i feel guilty...urghhhh nak runnnnn....

Weighing Scales

2012-01-19T13:31:00.003+08:00

pix credit from Google

I'm super duper busy every single day of the week. I can't even remember the days anymore, suddenly today is Thursday. MasyaAllah, time passes really fast when your busy.

I did something extraordinary yesterday, might not be a big thing for some people but its a huge thing for me... errrr, i went to weigh my self after soooooooooooooooooooo long. hahahaha.. I'm actually afraid of the weighing scales. When i see them anywhere i will just run. I hate them. They make you feel bad of yourself, unless you're super tiny and can fit those size 00 jeans... since i'm not even close to size 00, i must say 'I hate you weighing scales'... (i need to blame something kannnn!!)

Surprisingly, i may say, my work out paid off, thanks a bunch to my Personal Trainer all the way from Fitness First, Nazmie. I honestly suffered for the first few weeks, i cried coz i cannot tahan those push ups, sit ups, planks, i seriously hate planks but its worth it.....

Running is a very good workout too, i will try to run as much as i can, either on the thread mil or in the park. I run 7km daily...

I don't eat any kind of supplements, jamu or those slimming pills and i never believed in slimming centers. Workout is the best! You will feel very healthy and it really pays.

I have reach my ideal weight, but i want to shed 3kgs more. Working out its not about having a super thin body, but its about having a healthy mind, soul and a toned body. I don't want to be super skinny, i just want to be fit and healthy.

ps: you know there is a saying that is commonly given to most married woman, it sounds like this 'haihhhh, baru anak sorang, badan dah macam kapal, dulu sebelum kawin bukan main selim lagi'... (i must say, i pun penah gak kena, dah tentu baru lepas pantang, badan kan tgh nak adjust, takkan lah anak baru kuar, terus slim kotssss??? pk lah sket makcik oooiii, orang lain ade gak perasaan, kalau makcik yang ckp tu badan macam Jessica Alba takpe lah jugak, ni makcik pun macam kapal titanic...opps!!)

pss: babe, jom jog? Jog online bole tak? i busy lah dis week... heheheheh

Muddiha is 30 years old.

2012-01-18T13:32:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Babe!

Let me start off with 'being 30 is just a number', nothing much too worry about lah, after all we still look 18 kan?? hihi

Babe, how long has our friendship been? let me see, errrr 12 years babe!!

We met in Uitm dihatiku, you said hi, i said hi back, we studied in the same class, u were super clever, Dean's list every semester, and obviously you graduated with flying colors..

Babe,
we have been friends for the longest time
you know me just like flipping the pages of Twilight novels
we have been together even before i met the love of my life

Babe,
sometimes friendship is weird
when you expect much from somebody they will just brush you off
but when you don't care much about somebody
they seem to appear whenever you needed them the most

Babe,
i may not show my 'saya sayang awak banyak-banyak ar'
but you know i will always be the friend that will look out for you
the friend that will be there for you when you need me the most

Babe,
our life may not be perfect
but we try to make things to be perfect in many ways
the best part about trying is believing
and when you believe and put your heart and soul into it,
InsyaAllah, Allah will grant your wishes.

ps: for sure you're gonna cry when u read my entry today, knowing the 'cengeng' u kannn.. hahaha... i tried to copy those friendship poems off google, but i felt, it wasn't original, so what i wrote up there, came straight from my heart babe!

pss: i wanted to bring Jacob to Msia just for you, but apparently he's too busy with Bella's daughter, see that's why i never likes wear-wolfs...hahahaha.. Aaron Aziz junior ade ler kat umah, u nak?? but he's only 1 year ++ old lahh...

Ballet

2012-01-15T01:31:00.001+08:00

It was Tasya's first day attending her ballet class. She was really excited.. To my surprise she mingled and made friends really fast.

She saw the other girls with their ballerina shoes and she came running asking me to buy those pink ballet shoes for her, tasya has a thing for pink stuffs... Suruh lah dia pakai color lain, herm she wouldnt....herm perangai sapeeee lah tuuu.....

Redha itu Ikhlas, pasrah itu menyerah....

2012-01-13T14:45:00.005+08:00

Before i begin with this entry, i would like to say, the title above langsung tade kena mengena with the entry kat bawah ni.... i'm soooo into Ombak Winduu.....

Its been days since i wanted to blog. Time is so limited these days. When i complain to my beloved brother and sister, they will say 'Welcome to the working World'... hahaha.. gosh, as much as they annoy me, but i have to say, i love them to bits.

Well 2012 is a big year for me. I'm gonna be missing my twenties and i have 5 months more to hit the thirties, yeah yeah, some people who like you, will say, 'age is only a number lah'... yeah memang lah number but the true fact is, is i'm gonna be 30... Thank God, i still look like 20 years old or maybe 18!! ngeh ngeh...

At the end of 2011, i was offered a new job. Without thinking twice i accepted it. Syukur Alhamdullillah things are turning out great. As much as like my new job, but sometimes i miss my babies at home, there are times i come home and both of them are asleep. I guess this is the sacrifices i have to make. I reckon Allah has his plans for me, InsyaAllah.

Tasya has started her 2nd year in Qdees. She's so excited going to school. Ryan hasn't not started school yet, so he's still busy acting dramas.. eh salah, busy playing toyss.... hehehe.

Herm, as for my dearest hubby, biase lah bz with work, business and busy entertaining me and kids. Thanks pa for always being there for all of us even your soooo bz with work. Thanks sebab layan me to watch Ombak Rindu at home, and when u saw me crying u said 'Sayang, tu kan pokok and burung jer, why are u crying'...chetttttt terus i laugh. why paaaa whyyyyyy!!! hahaha.. anyways ade a few sources told me that hubby looks like Aaron Aziz.. hahaha.. ya mehhh?? erm, i must be very lucky then... kekekeke..

ps: my working out has paid off...yeahhhh! i'm liking 2012, Ombak dan batu ni lah yang menjadi saksi... (hahaha, tade kena mengena pun Ombak and Batu, i just picked it off the ombak rindu movie)

Ni lah Aaron Aziz Junior....heheheheh

Tasya and Ryan @ PMC

2011-12-13T13:59:00.000+08:00

Both my babies, Tasya and Ryan has been admitted at Pantai Medical, Cheras since Saturday.

Doctor said they are down with a virus called RotaVirus. They have been vomiting and having diarrhea since Friday. All solid that goes in to their body will immediately come out.

Shiannnnn anak-anak mommy... Get well soon my babies. I wish I could trade places with both of you, I can't bare to see both of you in pain. I carried you for the whole 9 months and protected you with every single strength I had.

Tasya and Ryan,
You know how much mommy and daddy love you. We wouldn't trade anything on Earth for you my dearest babies.

Get well soon my babies, InsyaAllah, things will be better after this.

It will rain...

2011-11-24T14:22:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah, It will rain is 1 of the songs for Breaking Dawn. Overall i enjoyed the movie, dapat tengok Edward Cullen kot. He reminds me of my son, Ryan Cullen eh salah, Ryan Iszkandar!

We arrived sharp at 9pm @ OU, New Wing. Dengan satu hari i tak makan nasik sebab excited nak tengok Breaking Dawn, sampai jer terus borong popcorn. When we were eating the popcorn i sempat bisik kat hubby, 'pa, kite ni dah macam makan nasik kot, bukan main laju lagi kunyah bertih bertih popcorn itu'... heheheh.

Hubby,
Thanks for teman-ning me to watch Breaking Dawn. Even u keep saying "mak aih, slowww nye cite nieee" tapi bile cite tu abis u bebel tanya i 'lahhh dah abis ker?' (blom habis lagi pa, next year kite gie tengok lagi!

Babe, i know i made your day when i told you i have the tixs for you kan.. well, consider advanced bday pwesent eks!! hahah..

Faha, sib baik ko ade semalam, if not ntah mane-mane kiteowg parking. Sib baik ko ade gak, dapat jadi Pomen Jadian... hahahah. (i suke/sayang ngan faha nie, sebab dia bukan sahaja terror repair keta, malah setakat nak organize tuk event nie dia mmg hebat, pastu dia terror bertukang gak, setakat gi kedai hardware cam gi kedai runcit kot!!) ko mmg terbaik lah fahaaa!

I can't upload any pictures coz my so-called smartphone went dead when we wanted to snap some pictures. Smartphone konon!

So to all Twilighters, sile enjoy watching Breaking Dawn yeah!

Breaking Dawn.....

2011-11-23T18:00:00.002+08:00

Before i left the house this morning, my cousin text me with 4 simple words, that made me scream soooo loud till tasya said 'Mommy, are u ok?' heheheh... the 4 simple words were 'Breaking dawn, u want?", yes i know some of you might be thinking lerrr breaking dawn je kotttttt... not when your a huge fan of Edward ok!

Now, its 6pm and i'm waiting for hubby to fetch me from office, we have a 7pm appointment with client then we're off to OU to meet my favorite cousin for the day. hahahahahaha...

I'm soooooo excited.

ps; babe, see u there at 8.30pm..don't be late, coz when it comes to Edward, i tend to forget friends...wakkakakakakak...

Can i be a doctor mommy?

2011-11-11T11:32:00.003+08:00

2 nights ago, my little Princess Tasya had a conversation with me, she speaks a lot these days, she speaks fluently, i guess this is what happens when you send them to school at a very early age, the tend to mature very fast and speak sooooo confidently.

Tasya told me 'Mommy, i want to be a Doctor'. I answered, "or u mean like Doctor Harjeet (his our family Doctor), she answered 'No mummy Dr.harjeet is a boy, i'm a gurl'...hehehehe..

Then i told her, yes baby, u can be a Doctor if you want to, Be a good Doctor who treats people with your heart and care for them like you care for me, daddy and ryan. Remember never let money blind your judgment. Tasya answered Yes Mummy and she said again, Mummy, i want to be a doctor. hihihi. I said Yes Tasyaaa, now go to bed before mummy rotan you. hehehhe.

(mommy tasya vewy vewy garangggg, and if u ever bump to me in kenduri's or anywhere, u will see my babies hanging on tight with their daddy coz daddy vewy vewy manja with them, or probably because mummy got spare rotan in the handbeg.hehe.)

Tasya at her Qdees 2011 concert...

Ma, Its your birthday and I love u.

2011-10-17T14:43:00.003+08:00

It’s Mom’s birthday today. She’s 54 years old.

Ma,

I love you very much.

I thanked ALLAH for giving me such a wonderful mother like YOU.

You’re my best friend.

Thank you for always being there for me.

Thank you taking care of Tasya and Ryan while I’m away for work, gym sessions, date nights with hubby and out for shoots.

I wouldn’t trade you for another mother.

Ma, sometimes I wish I was the only child, so that I won’t have to share you with the rascal Daniel. ^evil grin^

But Ma, Thank you for giving me a little brother named Daniel, coz I get to bully him every day, and now I get to bully his son, Adam.

Ma, I still remember the ‘mother-daughter’ argument we had when I was 6 years old, I wanted to wear my school uniform to kindergarten but you won’t allow me to wear it coz it was dirty, I was so angry and I just walk away, I was only 6 years old..Ma, I’m sorry for hurting you feelings. And if Tasya ever do that to me, I would be chasing her with the ‘rotan’ all the way to school, hehe. But you were so cool; when I reach home, u hug me. I love you to bits maa….

Ma, you’re such a great mother. You’re my HERO.

Happy Birthday Ma, and many more birthday surprises to come, you know I love looking at your smile.

Ma, I will always love you and i just can't imagine my life without you.

Tasya and GrandMa.

Ryan Oh Ryan

2011-10-13T15:24:00.000+08:00

I'm off from work today, brought the kids and mom out for shopping.

Ryan fell asleep in the midst of mommy busyyy dok pilih-pilih barang. Sooo gud boy...

We put him in the huge supermarket trolley, lay him down with his not so smelly pillow. :)

As I was walking from aisle to aisle, and suddenly there was this aunty and uncle was looking at me, being the typical me, alamakkk my baju or pants koyakk ker? Hehehe.

Then he asked me, I didn't know this supermarket sell babies, do you know where can I get them? Alamakkkk, I wanted to laugh out soooo loud, but I didn't, control ayuuu maaa!
I smiled and I answered, there are many at the back there, better be quick before the cutee ones are sold out.. Haahahahaha..
Both of us started laughing... And ryan was still fastttt asleep...

Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Tasya oh Tasya...

2011-10-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

A conversation I had with my precious daughter Tasya a few minutes ago...

Tasya: Mommyyyyy, I bought you flowers just now.

Me: That's soooo sweet of u darlingg, can I see the flowers please?

Tasya: I threw it away mommyyy.. (Then she ran and started laughing)...

Me: Tasyaaaaaaaaaaa...

*she's only 3 and she speaks like she's 30 years old... Love u loads baby gurl!

Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

it's time.

2011-10-12T13:14:00.005+08:00

Dear M,

We have been together for 6 years now, and i think its time for me to move on. 6 years of wonderful memories. Thank you sooooooo much for giving me the opportunity to learn. Learning is one part of it, but the experience is what money can't buy.

In life, 2 things that will change a person to be successful,
1. The people you meet.
2. The books you read.

People used to say, ahhh, u can't do it lah, u got nothing...well nothing is something and i have proven them wrong. At least, I'm one step ahead fulfilling my dreams, InsyaAllah. :)

M, you have opened the door for me, and its now my time to walk thru it.. Thank you M, for teaching me to be who i am today, and M, you will never be forgotten.

Till we meet again, M.

ps: well, Absence makes the heart grow fonder kan? :), i'm leavinggggggggggg on a JetPlane, don't know when i'll be back again.... :(

Eh Aku? No lah, i prefer 'i'..

2011-10-07T16:54:00.003+08:00

Wahhhh looks like my previous entry adalah sedikit panasssss eks..

Yeah, friends who knows me, memang tau my style, i will try not to say 'aku' even when I'm speaking. Well, entry tu pun dah lepas, so i pun nak Move On lah..... what happened, has happened. I can't changed the past! I'm always looking forward to new things in life, so dengan ini, marilah kite bersama-sama MoveOn... :)

I nak share with u olls pixie yang i snap last night. Both Ryan and Tasya was sooooo natural. I just told them to smile coz mommy nak snap pixie... WAhhhhh, terus posing la both of them.. hehehe...

I hope everyone will have a great weekend. Till then, see ya soon in my next entry.

Ps: Look at Tasya's pose, ni dah banyak sangat tengok ANTM nihhh... heheheh,
as for Ryan, he's a vain-pot, menangis pun tengok cermin... btw, cool tak pacifier Ryan?

Sila lah MoveOn....

2011-10-05T12:50:00.004+08:00

It took me 1 whole night to think what should i publish in my blog today. Its not a random entry that i can simply write.

Aku dah mula menyampah dengan 'insects' in my blog. I started off by removing the chat box from my blog because i have been getting 'rubbish' chats on the box long time ago. Macam-macam orang accused aku! Wei, aku bukan 'blogger tegar' pun, tak payah la nak tinggal komen sampah!

Bile dah tade chat box, they attacked me through the comments section. What kills me, is this 'insects' dok comment pasal my husband. Wei, 'insects', blah laaahh, whay must you put comments pasal benda yang dah lepas?? You sound pathetic ok!

We are married now, we have 2 adorable babies. Apelagi yang ko nak sebok? Apelagi ko nak ungkit story lama? If either both of us ever hurt you, well, we were young back then! mak aku cakap, kalau nak pilih teman hidup, kena lah yang sayang kite as much as we love them. So since engkau pernah hadir dalam hidup aku atau suami aku, mungkin ko bukan lah bagus sgt pun coz the relationship never ended with a marriage. So, sila blah and move on! tak payah ko nak cite banyak pasal cite lama! People change. Things that happened 10 years back, has happened! and if ko takmo maafkan aku atau suami aku, tu hal ko!

Yang membuatkan aku lebih 'pissed-off', 'anonymous' ni siap cakap, 'sukar baginya memaafkan kisah lalu', ape kisah lalu ko yang sedih sgt sampai tak bole nak maafkan? again, MOVE ON!
Nampak sangat ko tak cukup berani kan, bile dah berani sgt letak komen, why don't you put your actual name sekali??

Hormat sikit bile engkau singgah blog orang, tak payah nak story cerita sedih engkau kat blog aku! Aku paham suami aku 'HOT', tu sebab engkau panas hati tgk aku kan?? hehehe.....

By the way, if ko ever singgah blog aku lagi, which i know you would, i would like to say this to you...
'Whoever you are, Shit happens, so does relationship yang tak sampai ke jinjang pelamin....... and never assumed you know us, coz if you know us well, u will never leave those strange comments on my blog'..... Its funny to see yang engkau masih hidup dalam masa lampau!
Dah 2011, wake up, grow up and again MOVE ON!

And NEVER talk nasty things about my other half and my kids.

ps;
mintak maaf and memaafkan adalah satu benda yang paling mulia, truly sorry if we ever hurt you, now its your part to forgive and forget....

Tasya said: No need to kacau my mommy and daddy lah! No need to come to mommy's blog also!

The Fast and Furious Babies....

2011-09-29T15:13:00.002+08:00

From left is Ryan O'Conner and the one in the car is Vin Adam Diesel, the nephew yang i suke sakattt..best sakat dia ni, sebab canner u sakat pun, muka dia seriousss je, sooooooo susah to make him smile. budget gangster la nihh..

I can't wait for both of them to grow up... love u loads kiddos!

Pixie taken by my brother, tu yang tak clear tuhhh... mmg tade ciri-ciri photographer langsunggg!! hahahah...

Ke mana pergi......

2011-09-28T13:30:00.004+08:00

Wow, sungguh backlog my blog nie. The last i updated was during Ramadan, now Raya pun dah nak abis, but i guess its never too late to wish Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir and Batin.

I reckon most of you had a blast celebrating Raya this year, as for us, we had a great Raya,
Syukur Alhamdullillah.

Gosh, loads of things i want to share in my blog.... and one of it is
'ke mane pergi 'common sense' engkau?'

Common sense? I think human these days are lack of common sense. Dah la common sense kureng, adab pun tade, adeiiii, ape nak jadiiii lahhhhh!!!

I live in a Condo, and i live quite high above the ground. Obviously i have to use the lift to get to my unit. Yesterday, as usual, i was waiting for the lift, my hands was full with bags, since both of my babies dah pandai jalan, so they followed me.

When the lift door opened, a lady and her son was in the lift, u know what she did??? instead of helping me to hold the lift, she just stared at us, and because of that, Ryan almost terkepit kat pintu lift. *&^%$#%! Being a mother yang sangat protective, i almost blurted out words that is wayyyyyyyyyyy not good for my babies to hear. Such as, Si*l lahhh, puihtssss!!! but i didn't say that lah, i would never swear in front of my babies.

Haih, panasnyaaa hati i mase tu, how could she only looked without even holding the lift, aiyooooo, tada akal kah?

Again another lift incident, it happened this morning when i was about to send Ryan to mama's house, there was 2 boys was also waiting for the lift, dalam hati i told myself ni mesti 'Cikgu-Cikgu Trainee yg menyewa kat condo ni, i saw their name tag and the books they were holding', if dah nama pun cikgu, and bakal pendidik anak bangsa, by right ade lah ilmu kat kepala otak tu kan??? Well, meleset sungguh sangkaan ku itu? instead of holding the lift, i had to tahan the lift door from hitting Ryan again.

Haih, dah dua kali dah ni, my mouth almost blurted out ' kalau ni bukan lu punya tempat la..gua sudah lama rembat sama lu tau'....heheheh, but of course i did not say that.

Wahai cikgu-cikgu trainee yang tinggal buat sementara waktu kat Condo nieh, belajar lah pegang lift, eh, belajar lah menghormati orang, and please put some common sense into your brains!
One day u will be educating kids, but before u educate them, please educate yourself first! Nilai-nilai murni sangat pentingggggggggggg woahhh....

Ps: Lagi sekali if i bump into these kind of people, i'm gonna 'sembur' my words of wisdom to them. Don't play-play with me ahh, never mess with my patience k!!!!
(x caye?? cer tanye kak yumm)

Mencari Lailatul Qadar

2011-08-22T19:14:00.002+08:00

Mari Beramal!

Cukuplah utk mengetahui tinggi kedudukan Lailatul Qadar dgn mengetahui bahwasa malam itu lbh baik dari seribu bulan Allah berfirman "Sesungguh Kami menurunkan Al Qur'an pada malam Lailatul Qadar tahukah engkau apakah malam Lailatul Qadar itu? Malam Lailatul Qadar itu lbh baik dari seribu bulan Pada malam itu turunlah malaikat-malaikat dan Jibril dgn izin Rabb mereka (untuk membawa) segala urusan Selamatlah malam itu hingga terbit fajar." (Al Qadar : 1-5)
Dan pada malam itu dijelaskan segala urusan yg penuh hikmah "Sesungguh Kami menurunkan pada suatu malam yg diberkahi dan sesungguh Kami-lah yg memberi peringatan. Pada malam itu dijelaskan segala urusan yg penuh hikmah (yaitu) urusan yg besar dari sisi Kami. Sesungguh Kami adl Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengetahui." (Ad Dukhan : 3 - 6)

Tanda-Tanda Malam Lailatul Qadar

Ketahuilah hamba yg taat -mudah-mudahan Allah menguatkanmu dgn ruh dari-Nya dan membantu dgn pertolongan-Nya- sesungguh Rasulullah Shallallahu 'alaihi wasallam menggambarkan pagi malam Lailatul Qadar agar seorang muslim mengetahuinya.
Dari 'Ubai Radhiyallahu 'anhu ia berkata Rasulullah Shallallahu 'alaihi wasallam bersabda:
"Pagi hari malam Lailatul Qadar matahari terbit tak menyilaukan seperti bejana hingga meninggi." (Muslim (762))
Dari Abu Hurairah Radhiyallahu 'anhu ia berkata kami menyebutkan malam Lailatul Qadar di sisi Rasulullah Shallallahu 'alaihi wasallam dan beliau bersabda:

"Siapa di antara kalian yg ingat ketika terbit bulan seperti syiqi jafnah." (Muslim (1170 /Perkataan syiqi jafnah syiq arti setengah jafnah arti bejana. Al Qadhi 'Iyadh berkata "Dalam hadits ini ada isyarat bahwa malam Lailatul Qadar hanya terjadi di akhir bulan krn bulan tak akan seperti demikian ketika terbit kecuali di akhir-akhir bulan.")
Dan dari Ibnu Abbas Radhiyallahu 'anhuma ia berkata Rasulullah Shallallahu 'alaihi wasallam bersabda:

"(Malam) Lailatul Qadar adl malam yg indah cerah tak panas dan tak juga dingin (dan) keesokan hari cahaya sinar matahari melemah kemerah- merahan." (Thayalisi (394) Ibnu Khuzaimah (3/231) Bazzar (1/486) sanad hasan)

Sumber file chm Syaikh Salim bin 'Id Al-Hilaaly Syaikh Ali Hasan Ali Abdul H

Harapan Ramadhan :)

2011-08-20T11:32:00.003+08:00

Fast FIVE feat. Paul Walker + Vin Diesel

2011-08-15T16:16:00.006+08:00

I reckon most of you have watched the movie Fast Five rite??? Me, am a huge fannnn of Fast Five lahh, from the 1st sequel to the latest, each time i finish watching the movie, i hopeeee there will be a continuation....

Mane taknya, si Paul Walker and Vin Diesel is extremely hot....

The best part is, dalam my daily life, i get to meet Paul Walker and Vin Diesel on a daily basis..sila percaya eks, tak cayaaa??? ahhhhhhhh tunggu till u scroll down a bit more n u will get to see their pictures taken by me.. haaaaaa sempotsss dapat jumpe 2 mamat hots nie hari-hari...
hehehe...

Haih, sungguh ku tak sangka my dream came true lah~~ :),

Haaaaaaaaaa, ni lah Brian O'Conner and Dominic Toretto... (the baby version)
Jambuuuu kann? heheheh...

In reality, they do fight often..usually Vin Diesel yang nangis dulu, muke je legend tapi hati jambuu...hehehehe..

Credits to my Lil Nephew, Vin Adam Diesel and my Son Ryan O'Connor...
~Both of them never failed to make me smile each day, its a blessed having both of u in my life~

The Meaning of Fasting in Ramadhan..

2011-08-14T09:18:00.008+08:00

Guys, wanna join me...the keropok is so nice..yummy

Mummy can I eat the table?

Family time..

Cheese...

Something to share....

Fasting is another unique moral and spiritual characteristic of Islam. Literally defined, fasting means to abstain "completely" from foods, drinks, intimate intercourse and smoking, before the break of the dawn till sunset, during the entire month of Ramadan, the ninth month of the Islamic year. But if we restrict the meaning of the Islamic Fasting to this literal sense, we would be sadly mistaken.

When Islam introduced this matchless institution, it planted an ever-growing tree of infinite virtue and invaluable products. Here is an explanation of the spiritual meaning of the Islamic Fasting:

It teaches man the principle of sincere Love: because when he observes Fasting he does it out of deep love for God. And the man who loves God truly is a man who really knows what love is.
It equips man with a creative sense of hope and an optimistic outlook on life; because when he fasts he is hoping to please God and is seeking His Grace.
It imbues in man the genuine virtue of effective devotion, honest dedication and closeness to God; because when he fasts he does so for God and for His sake alone.
It cultivates in man a vigilant and sound conscience; because the fasting person keeps his fast in secret as well as in public. In fasting, especially, there is no mundane authority to check man's behavior or compel him to observe fasting. He keeps it to please God and satisfy his own conscience by being faithful in secret and in public. There is no better way to cultivate a sound conscience in man.
It indoctrinates man in patience and selflessness, as through fasting, he feels the pains of deprivation but he endures them patiently.
It is an effective lesson in applied moderation and willpower.
Fasting also provides man with a transparent soul, a clear mind and a light body.
It shows man a new way of wise savings and sound budgeting.
It enables man to master the art of Mature Adaptability. We can easily understand the point once we realize that fasting makes man change the entire course of his daily life.
It grounds man in discipline and healthy survival.
It originates in man the real spirit of social belonging, unity and brotherhood, of equality before God as well as before the law.
It is a Godly prescription for self-reassurance and self-control.

- Dr. Arafat El-Ashi -
Muslim World League Canada Office

3 years Celebration - Happy b'day Princess -

2011-08-13T12:46:00.008+08:00

Sing along everybody..it's my birthday

1-2-3..happy birthday to you..happy birthday to you..
Happy birthday to TASYA.. Happy birthday to youuuu...

Yummy my tummy!!

Picture time everybody...CHEESEEE!!

~~SENYUM~~

Kacak luar
Kacak dalam
Kacak dengar sini
Kalau saya senyum
Awak mesti senyum sekali
Kalau kita senyum
Semua orang berjangkit
Bila semua orang senyum
Dunia tiada penyakit

Akhirnya sempurna tiga album pertama
Bunyi macam koleksi hits terbaik orang lama
Dah ku kata ku takkan henti sampai tua bangka
Kalau habis abjad aku rap dengan angka
Satu dua tiga anugerah diterima
Oh itu tahun lepas tahun ini cuma dua
Tersenyum tiap kali kalah dengan Nurhaliza
Ditertawakan oleh anakku Inca Medina

Oh Inca Medina orang secantik nama
Cantik luar cantik dalam cantik macam mama
Hati macam grandmanya anginnya macam papa
Kalau dah merajuk nampak muncung sampai sana
Sebelum jadi drama dah tahu nak buat apa
Nyanyi balik lagu ayat lama ayat mama
Wanita hari ini jaga sensitiviti
Kalau buah hati merajuk boleh cuba ayat ini

Ay cantik luar cantik dalam cantik dengar sini
Kalau cantik senyum cantik mesti cantik lagi
Senyum sikit nak tengok ada tak lesung pipit
Kalau tak ada pun aku masih mahu cubit

Ay buai tinggi-tinggi sampai ke puncak awan
Dengan kumulus dan nimbus aku berkawan
Aku bukan rupawan aku bukan jutawan
Tapi aku punya satu senyuman yang menawan

Baru mukadimah nampak macam sudah tertawan
Dengar kata hati perasaan jangan dilawan
Kalau takut mula-mula kita boleh berkawan
Duduk dulu biar ku belanja kopi secawan
Apa rasa sentiasa jadi bahan perhatian
Apa rasa jadi cantik kacuk cina pakistan
Apa rasa jadi seksi suka tak diperhatikan
Apa rasanya terima bertubi-tubi puji-pujian

Tu boleh pun senyum cantiknya gigi
Sepuluh markah penuh seharusnya ku beri
Wanita hari ini harus pepandai puji
Kalau dia jual mahal boleh cuba lagu ini

Ay cantik luar cantik dalam cantik dengar sini
Kalau cantik senyum cantik mesti cantik lagi
Senyum sikit nak tengok ada tak lesung pipit
Kalau tak ada pun aku masih mahu cubit

-Malique & Najwa-

Indahnya Ramadhan...

2011-08-03T15:43:00.002+08:00

Ramadhan...Syukurku Masih Di sini....

2011-08-02T13:13:00.003+08:00

This time around, let the picture do the talking.. bulan pose kan tak bole cakap banyak, kurang pahala nanti..heheheheh.

Selamat Berpuase Dear Family, Fwens and Bloggers.

Ryan's PhotoShoot....

2011-07-29T17:21:00.003+08:00

We did a back to back shoot for both of them....honestly i was amazed with the outcome of our shoot. Most of our fwens love it...ade siap dah pre book us for a photoshoot for their posters in their boutique and siap nak pakai ryan and tasya for their models in the pictures..

Kudos to hubby and myself, well when you have the same passion as your husband, its soooo easy to communicate when you work together, well we complement each other... (sila jangan muntah yer kawan-kawan) heheheh....

Ryan sangat goodboy when we did the shoot, sikit pun tak nangis (except for the part, he fell from the chair) lepas nangis he continued to pose back... sungguh model attitude..hahhaha...

whatever poses that ryan did, was spontaneous and was his own idea. i just gave him some basic ideas by talking to him n telling him the theme for each photo. Bare in mind ya, Ryan is only 1 year old, and dah pandai paham poses yang mommy nak...hehehehe.. We are very proud of you Son!

Dah lame hubby and fwens requested me to upload the pics in my blog, tapi mummy sgt busyyyy, byk jobs back to back yang i kena kasik kawtim... :)

So ade sesape nak amik gambar my anaks n buat wallpaper, sila laaahhh.... and if ade anybody nak hire Ryan dipersilakan juge..hehehe.. kena book awal awal yer, Ryan slalu busy..hahhahhaha...

ohhhh, i have no words to describe about this pics...

Ryan said: Yes please book me the Ferrari, i will give you the cheque this evening!!! heheheh

Ryan and his Drums...

i'm busy la mummy, please don't disturb me.... heheh

ps: Somebody once told us, why buy a ferrari if you don't know how to drive it, well i guess we should own a ferrari first, then only we can learn to drive it.... ~huhu~

Tasya's PhotoShoot

2011-07-29T16:58:00.003+08:00

Wah, the title sungguh poyo kan? Photoshoot konon..heheh,
alaa, shoot biase-biase je, me and hubby dok practice cara cara mengendalikan DSLR yang kami miliki.

Honestly, its not easy to handle toddlers while capturing their pictures. As a photographer you have to be quick quick quick to capture a good pose from the toddler.

haih, mase we did this shoot, i siap pegang rotan ok! hahahaha, well, i have to do what it takes to get a good picture kan..sounds kejam tak??? hahahah, pegang je rotan, bukan rotan punnnnn.....
all the pictures was taken in our studio... studio kat mane? haaaaaaaaaa, kat dalam umah jeee...

as for me, i like the pictures coz its sooooooo natural....

macam artis kan?? hahah, mase ni she was singing 'Just the way you are by Bruno Mars"

Dj Tasya in the houseee.....

The IT savvy Tasya, kecik kecik dah ade terror pakai Ipad

ps: i love taking pictures coz pictures tell a thousand words...

Our Passion, gooo Green...

2011-07-09T09:40:00.001+08:00

Its been almost a month since hubby and I started our new passion. Usually we fulfill it over the weekend. As for me, I will find the time even during weekdays..

Since its Saturday today, I've decided to go to ampang, near KDE for a jog, as we were running we saw people climbing a small hill.. Well, its not even a small hill, we climb and climb and climb and suddenly we bump into a beautiful lake on the hill....

ape lagiiii, snap snap here and there lahh.. Ohhh, I love my saturdayss lah.. Such a lovely day! Healthy life all the way!

Ps: tks hubby for the bday gift, I loveee it! Well a 'Personal Trainer' is all I wanted.. :)

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Goodnite from PMCC

2011-06-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

My babies are getting really bored at the hospital... Siannn them.

Tasya misses going to school, Ryan? He can't wait to go homee and play with his buddy vin 'adam' diesel...

Me? Herm, I miss my beddd!!! My not so smelly pillow, I miss my whole house lah, lack of pink color in my life just make my dayy sooooo glooomyyy... Heheheh.

InsyaAllah, all of us will be 'released' tomorrow. We can't wait......

Tasya is soooo bored until the bed rails pun dia buat toy, she told me, 'Mummy, mummy.. I see starsss, I asked her, can mama see stars too, she replied, come here mummy, this is my telescope..' Aduhaiii, bed rails pun can jadi telescope.. Sooooo creative anak mummy, soooo layak masuk LIM KOK WING yee... Hehehe..

Ryan?? He lovessss playing with the Emergency button, when the nurses comes into our room, he will say 'CHAKKKKK'... Hehehehe... Cheeekyy boyy!

Ps; let me attached tasya's pix with her 'telescope' yaaa.. Byk tul stars diaa nampak. Hehehe..

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Masih di sini, PMCC.

2011-06-27T16:24:00.000+08:00

Its Monday, well, its been 4 nights since our stay in Pantai Medical.

Alhamdullillah, Tasya and Ryan's health are improving. Tasya had a slight fever last night, Doctor stills wants to monitor her fever for 1 more night.

This is 1 of my longest stay in a hospital. Hubby also 'berkampung' here, taking care of our angels.

Everyday he will tell me, he's worried to see the kids are not well... Tak sempat I nak ngadu to him, when I hear him saying dat, my hati gooooo sooooo sayu. God, u've created a wonderful husband for me, he's a wonderful dad to our kids, aku bersyukur padamu Ya Allah.

Pa, InsyaAllah they will recover very soon, u will hear them calling papaaaaa on top of their lungs, running up and down. Insyaallah things will be back to normal very soon.
Thanks pa for being there for us..

Rainn or shine ye papa.. Hehe

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Both Tasya & Ryan is in Pantai Medical...

2011-06-24T16:06:00.000+08:00

They had very very high fever on Wednesday night. Temperature was 40'c. At times, it will go down to 38'c, but for kids their age, its still high.

Hubby and I had 2 sleepless nights, we won't even dare to shut our eyes, afraid we would not hear our babies crying.

On Friday, the temperature was still there, I brought the immediately to hospital, doctor saw them and immediately he admitted them.

Doctor said, both of them are suspected for dengue, Ya Allah, I almost fainted at that point of time, I held my tears back and calm my self down. We had to wait 2 hours for the blood test result to get back, it was a very loooong 2 hours for me, Alhamdullillah when Doctor came to see me, he said both of them are negative for dengue. Syukurku Ya Allah.
We are still in the hospital, fever is still there, it comes and goes, but at least I know we are in good hands...

Alhamdullillah... :)

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Double Celebration...

2011-06-08T05:06:00.001+08:00

Dearest Hubby,

Thank you for the birthday gift! Best birthday gift ever la papaaa..

Thank you for the surprise dinner, gathering all my family for the dinner was a greattt idea. Well, I did smell something was going on tho, but you covered it well when you brought me for a surprise shopping spree.. the bajuuss blinded me from asking furthr question.. Hehehe..

Erm, lepas sambut birthday, its time to celebrate anibesary gak, next to each other only.. 4 years full of loveee bebeh!

Every year in June, u make me smile from ear to ear la papa! You never fail to make me happy.

May Allah panjangkan Jodoh kite, permurahkan rezeki kite, berkati kehidupan kite dunia dan akhirat, anak-anak yang soleh n solehah...Ameennnn..

Pa, 5 years we knew each other b4 we got married, the 5th year, you proposed..n we got married... Now, its been 4 years since we got married. 9 wonderful years we have been together. Wow, 9 great wonderful years being with you.

Love you with all my heart and soul.

Happy Anibesary to our marriage...

*punyalah lama tak update blog, tetiba timbul mood nak update at 5am.. Hehe.

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Ryan Iszkandar is 1 year old...

2011-04-24T18:50:00.000+08:00

Dear Son,

A year ago, at this particular time, mommy was admitted at Pusat Bersalin Alam Damai, but u weren't born till about 9pm...

Happy Birthday Ryan, mommy and daddy doakan you will grow up and menjadi anak yang soleh, taat pada Allah, mommy and daddy.

We are really proud of you son, be a good boy okay!

Love,
Mommy and Daddy..

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The Day Before...

2011-04-23T01:17:00.000+08:00

Its 1.15 in the morning, few hours more to Ryan's party..........

Me, hubby, mudd, faha, marina, nana, cikin, ayan, aliya and abam are workingggg very hard to complete the deco deco decooooo...

:)

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Accident, it not only hit my car, but it hit my Soul!

2011-03-28T10:27:00.004+08:00

After so long of not updating my blog, i decided today i have to blog... (as i'm typing this entry my whole body is shaking and i'm still in shocked.. :(

I must type this entry, as it can be a precaution to myself, my kids, my friends and whoever that is reading this blog.

Around 9.30am i arrived to work, i drove as usual, used the same route, the same entry to the parking...suddenly one huge sound i heard... Bangggggggggggg... Gosh, this motorist came out of no where, hit my car.....
I was not even driving fast, as i was in the office compound... who it their right mind would drive fast when you're heading to the parking rite????

I came off the car, the motorist started shouting at me, as calm as i wanted to be, but after he starting swearing at me, n kept saying 'pompuan sume bodoh, tak tahu bawak kereta!!! (all woman drivers are stupid, don't know how to drive car)".. Dear Kate, I'm translating this for you, in case you're reading this entry..Miss you loads..
Wei, ko dah lebih sgt nie.... u tink all pompuan don't know how to drive meh??? 10 minutes of him screaming at me, shouting at me and kept blaming it was my fault that i didn't gave any signal when i turn right towards the parking lah.. i told him 'what the hell were you doing on the right lane? Shouldn't you be on the left lane????.' He paused. Then again he started screaming and saying he was all the while on the right lane... See, if he was on correct all along, he wouldn't paused when i questioned him.... but then again, people like to take advantage and try to manipulate a lady driver.
People at guilt would never stop blaming and shouting continuously!
When he was screaming, i was observing and i saw he was actually on the phone while riding his bike...
I asked him, since you're already shouting at me, what do you want me to do now? Then he said, ohhh, this month alone, he met with 3 accidents and started to show me his wounds..and he said, this was done by a lady driver as well. I smirked and told him well that is not my problem at all!
(tapi, if kite fikir betul-betul la kan, if orang tu bawak kereta or moto carefully, i doubt they would ever meet with an accident kan??) Siap tunjuk luka luka lama yang i really wanted to laugh.
Since he was creating a scene, 2 motorcyclist came towards me, well, since i'm a lady driver, and they saw this idiot was screaming at me, you think who would the side??? Yes, they help me to get rid of that particular idiot. Thank you for helping me. :)

But, i cried immediately after i step into my car, i was keeping my tears back! i wasn't that strong to held up my tears, i cried because my car was dented and the idiot left even without saying sorry!
Here goes my Monday as i thought it would be a great day to start of the week.

Herm, Thank God, I'm fine, but today's incident have change my perception towards colors.

ps: Thanks hubby for comforting me. :)

Lipas vs. Lisa. :)

2011-02-24T11:06:00.004+08:00

As i was blog walking and sebok-sebok reading my daily blogs, i bump into an interesting entry posted by my cousin Siti.

Oh gosh, reading her entry gave me those goosebumps with all my bulu-bulu roma standing... shushhhh... scary nyaa...

Dear Siti,
You are not alone, i'm scared of that creature too. And if ever people say you tergedik-gedik takut kat lipas, meh sini i smack down dia... ingat kite nie tade keja lain ke nak tergedik-gedik tengok lipas.. eh eh, terEmo pulak..heheh...

I dislike lipas, if ade je lipas kat rumah, i will runnnnnnnnnnn as fast as i can sambil nak carik tempat tinggi untuk panjat... funny?? not for me, sbb bile tgk lipas tu gerak-gerak i would do the craziest thing that i could never imagine.. orang yang tengok me, confirm leh gelak guling-guling...

It all started back then when i was 11 years old, i was crossing the road, suddenly i felt, something moving in my baju... i seluk my baju then i saw a huge lipas in my handsssssss... i was like what the fishhhhhhhhhhh???

2nd time i kena when i was 14 years old, being Head Prefect kat skolah, confirm la budak2 laki anti gilaaaa kan... as i walk into the class, i saw the guys were smiling at me, i sat down, open my pencil case, amik ko, berebut rebut lipas terbang keluar dari pencil caseeeee... again, what the fishhhhhhhhhh, cuak gile, melompat atas meja sambil nangisssss, the boys were laughing their heads off, jahat sungguh kamuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!! The English teacher was shocked with my reactions, then she scolded and told me 'Why are u bringing cockroaches to school??'... adeiii teacher, takkan la mak saya nak bekalkan lipas kot!!!!! Common sense teacher!!!!!!

the 3rd time, it happen when i was 19 years old, i was having my shower, suddenly out of no where, the lipas came out right in front of me, ape lagi, dengan sepantas kilat, i rannnnnnnn out the toilet, sedar-sedar i was in my towel betul-betul kat gate rumahhhh... Thank God sempat capai towel... damn u lipas!

Well, till this very day, i can't stand lipas, everytime i see them, i would scream my lugs out, and as usual, hubby would save me from lipas. Thank God dapat suami yang gagah! hehehe... So sape yang pernah ckp i married 'abang pendek' well sependek pendek suamiku, dia tetap gagah bagiku!! after all, we have 2 adorable babies...

Cium traffic light...Ouch

2011-02-23T21:36:00.000+08:00

Poor guy... When I was on my way back from work, the traffic was massive around my housing area...

Well, no doubt it was an accident, bersepah by standers on the road side.. Me? Sebok-sebok in the car aje sambil snap-snap..

So dear fwens, drive safe... Shit happens, so does accidents! Hehe...

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Baby Next Top Model...

2011-01-19T16:09:00.004+08:00

Lokasi: Cheras

Model: Ryan Iszkandar

Wardrobe: Sponsored by Farha

Photographer: Mudd

Before i begin, pictures was kidnapped from my dearest babe, mudd.. heheh.. thx babeeeeeee..

Hi Everyone..I'm Ryan Iszkandar, i'm trying out for the baby's next top model.. heheheh

put your hands up in the air yawwwwww....wassappppp!!!

looking up at the starssssssss....

the control macho poseeee...

control handsome look.....

the shy shy look....

My most favorite pose amongst all, the truly model poseeeeeee...

Ryan Iszkandar is very tired now, he needs his milk and beauty sleep...got to go.. if u want to hire me, please email my mummy personally.. thank you! hehehehe

Copycat Daddy..

2011-01-11T20:05:00.001+08:00

1 wise man once told me, 'if nak berjaya dalam hidup, copycat je ape orang berjaya buat, jadikan mereka role model untuk kite berusaha lebih gigih lagi'..

Well, I guess my lil precious daughter memang pantas copycat..hehehe..

Ps; kids absorb things very fast... Parents play an important role while bringing up their kids...kasih sayang veryyyy important, and not forgetting, didikan agama yg secukupnyaaaa...

Pss; I like today's date lah... 11.1.11..

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Monday yang best!

2011-01-10T21:06:00.001+08:00

Today me & hubby was on leave... We spend our day sending our precious lil' daughter to school..

Alhamdullillah, Tasya is doing really great in school, no tears at all.. Very impressed with her..

As for Ryan, we brought him 'jalan-jalan'.. Si mat handsome ni if g mane-mane mesti orang nak tegur, nak pegang dia.. Adei, hot stuff sungguh.. Hihihi (bukan saya kata, aunty mudd si guardian angel yang kata)..x caye cube tengok lagi skali gambar ryan kat atas tuu.. Hehehe

Ps; what a lovely monday..spending time with love ones sambil tengok orang lain gie kerjaaa... Huhu..

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Her 1st day of school

2011-01-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

Its Tasya's 1st day of school... Alhamdullillah since her health is improving, doctor allowed her to attend her classes..

We were really worried she would cry on her 1st day, apparently she was really happy to be at school..

Dearest Tasya,
Mummy & Daddy is really proud of you. Have fun in school and make sure you don't bully others.. We love u gurl!

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Home sweet Home..

2011-01-02T20:03:00.000+08:00

Syukur Alhamdullillah ke hadrat Illahi, Doa daripada ibubapa, adik-beradik, sedara-mara, fwens, bloggers & colleagues, our beloved Sofea Natasya has recovered from the H1N1 virus..

Tasya was discharged on Friday evening from Pantai Medical Cheras.. Thanks to Dr. Wong & staff nurses for taking care of our daughter..

Tasya was really happy to go home.. Sampai je kat parking rumah, she told us 'home sweet home, mummy'...

Ps; tks babe for being there! BFF award goes to u all the way lahhh..

Pss; My beloved cuz Kate & Steve in Aussie, tks for the smses! Wish u were here!

Psss; Boss! I am sooooooooo lucky to get both of u as my bosses lah, u came all the way to send tasya barbie dolls just to make her smile! Every single day u bbm me with messages asking about tasya..tkssssss boss!

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Still @ Pantai Medical

2010-12-30T10:39:00.001+08:00

Doctor came out with the result yesterday, my dearest daughter has the H1N1 Flu.

As much as I'm trying to be strong, I almost fainted...hati mummy mana yang tak sedih bila mendengar doctor cakap macam tu.. I have not been eating for 3 days, selera terus hilang, sekejap-sekejap peluk tasya, cium dia, she is only 2 yrs old and she has to go thru all this pain. I'm sooo sorry sayang, I wish I could protect you from the viruses out there...

Last night, I had to see the doctor, my breakdown semakin teruk, doctor had to gave me an injection for me to go to sleep.. Tks to hubby & mudd for being around tasya and me..

I miss my lil Ryan soooooooo much... Been 3 days since I last saw him.. I miss his smell, his laugh, his 'melalak', oh gosh I miss every single inch of Ryan.. Please be good my dearest son, once your xie-xie is ok, mummy and daddy will come home.

Dear friends & bloggers, tq so much for ur doa' and wishes for tasya. We appreciate it a lot.. I may not have many fwens, but at least I have a handful of fwens whom I know will always be there for me when I need them the most...tks babes! U know who u are, tks for ym'ing me, gtalking me, sms'ing me, bbm'ing and emailing me.. Luf u loads..

Ps; Let's pray for Sofea Natasya's speedy recovery...

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Tasya @ Pantai Medical

2010-12-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

Our daughter has been admitted.. Very high fever.. Sama-samalah kite mendoakan agar Tasya cepat sembuh..

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Ryan's Gadget..

2010-12-14T14:13:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wonder, when it comes to both of my kids, both me & hubby tak pernah 'berkira' spending on them.. Ermm, biarlah mommy and daddy sacrifice buat sementara waktu..hehe.

Some people might think why do we need to spend lavishly on kids, coz kids grow very fast.. Yes I definitely agree with that statement, we tried buying inexpensive things for our kids, tapiii those thing tak pernah tahan lama n paling teruk skali they will get rashes on their body.. So, should I blame the product quality or my kids yang sangat memilih.. Hehe..

I'm on leave today, spending some precious time with both of my kids.. Both me and hubby been very busy lately, dis weekend pun kami 'merantau'.. Bukan cuti-cuti Malaysia, tapi 'talk-talk, drink-drink, money come in, duit dapat, pahala pun dapat'.. Hehehe.

Herm, To own a ferrari, we need to dream about ferrari.. Huhu.

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Mommy and her shoes..

2010-12-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

Our mummy just got back from shopping..she is really exhausted.. She bought so many pairs of shoes for herself. She bought for me 2 pairs of shoes, she told me it is for school next year..mummy bought for daddy 2 pairs of shoes also..Baby Ryan did not get any shoes, mummy said Ryan is to young to use shoes..

1,2,3,4,5 that is the number of shoes that mummy bought for herself..she told me 'this is what she called therapy'..hehe..

I got to go now, mummy is calling for me.. We didn't behave quite well just now, dats y mummy could only buy 5 pairs of shoes..imagine if we behave well?? Mummy would have bought the whole store.. Hehe..

TOodles everyone!!

Love,
Natasya..

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Pak Long @ HUKM

2010-11-24T20:41:00.000+08:00

I have been away for a while..besides being busy with my daily routine I have also been accompanying my dearest Pak Long at the hospital.. Doctor said chances are really slim, we just have to pray.. Yes I am very very very sad to see my dearest uncle being bed ridden.. My dad has always been there with his brother..I wonder how he feels, looking at his only brother in pain..

Pak long sedang nazak, whoever reading my blog, yang kenal pak long harap maafkan salah dan silap beliau dan halalkan segala makan dan minum beliau.. Sudilah kiranya anda yang sedang membaca, menyedekahkan Surah Yassin pada Haji Zulkifli bin Yaakub...

Ps; Dear Ayah, please don't be sad, take care of yourself and we will always be here for u...

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Selamat Hari Raya Haji..

2010-11-17T16:06:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggers, PinkJamboo and family would like to wish you Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha..Yang mane cuti sampai Sunday, happy holidays, as for me, esok dah report duty...hehehe..

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Fullhouse...

2010-11-16T13:02:00.001+08:00

Its a gloomy Wednesday today...having my lunch at Fullhouse.. The interior of the place amat lah comel... Haih, bestnya if dapat buat wedding kat siniiii....hehehehe.

Ps: Pa, I MUST bring you here... Nanti we dating-dating yer...

Pss: babe, leh jage ryan tak...hehehehee.

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Lost World of Tambun..

2010-11-05T14:21:00.000+08:00

Its 2pm now, weather is breezy but still hot, we are taking a break now.. Tasya dah puas mandi but lil Ryan still tak masuk pool yet.. Tunggu petang skit lah, my lil Ryan is asleep now..

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Cuti-cuti Malaysia...

2010-11-05T10:05:00.000+08:00

Finally the vacay that we have plan for months has 'go live'...hehehe. Well, our journey to Tambun was extremely fun...well, the chaos beginssss...

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They just make me :)

2010-11-02T07:57:00.000+08:00

Looking at them every morning just make me wanna smile.. They just made my day lahhh... No matter how late I sleep every nite and how early I wake up every morning, but just by looking at them makes me a very happy mother... Mummy and daddy luf u both....

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Movie Timeeee...

2010-10-22T22:41:00.001+08:00

After dinner yang sangat enak, hubby di suprisekan lagi ke panggung wayang yang berdekatan.. I brought him to GSC Signature...besttttt! Hope you enjoy the movie my dear!

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Dinner for the Birthday Boy..

2010-10-22T20:06:00.001+08:00

We are having our dinner here..NyumNyum..

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Happy Birthday My dearest HUSBAND!

2010-10-22T14:34:00.003+08:00

He is my soul mate, he completes me from the very 1st moment we met!

My dearest husband,

Many birthdays we have celebrated together,
i am so lucky to celebrate it every year with you,
the more older you get,
the more charming you are to me... (to me ok, betina lain jgn sebok!)

Sayang, Thanks for always being there for me,
Thanks for always c0mforting me whenever i feel down,
You are the best thing that ever happen to me,
without you there is no Tasya & Ryan,
I guess we are just meant to be together kan...heheh..

Sayang, again, a very Happy Birthday to my dearest Hubby!
Me love u celots! Tasya & Ryan lufs you celots too..

ps: tak sempat nak update birthday wish to hubby, ade gak yang dok seboksebok pi wish dulu! kecoh ar! tolong respect sikit owner blog can ar! dtg tak dijemput, tinggal comment pulak sesukahati! keco.

pss: Pa, i love u , tonite its just me and u!! huhu.

Help! fire fire..

2010-10-21T11:18:00.000+08:00

I arrived the office around 1030am, tak sempat nak panaskan my bonbon, suddenly there was an announcement saying the 39th floor was on fire.. Alamak, 1st thing came in mind, OMG whose gonna jaga my kids if I die? what is hubby gonna do without me??? Ya Allah...tettt, trus pk mati.. Next part kena turun 31 floors down...helpppp!

Adei, sampai lobby my kaki dah menggigil.. I can feel my blood is rushing up n down, jangan la pengsannnnn.. My face was so red..

Guess what, its only fire drilllllllll...adei, btw Syukur Alhamdullillah everything is fine...

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Masih di office...

2010-10-15T18:29:00.000+08:00

Its almost 7pm, but I'm still in office.. Ape case kan??? Terbanyak keja lak, adei.. Lucky I ade staff baru duk teman me kat ofc nie.. Cube tgk atas, tu la staff baru I... Hehehe.. Happy weekend everyone.. Take care!

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Somebody went to Sarawak..

2010-10-13T07:41:00.000+08:00

My dearest fwen went to Sarawak and got me a matching pair of teeshirt with tasya... Canteknyaaaaa.. When I woke up this morning, I saw something on the dining table, being me yg 'Miss don't like sepah-sepah' when I wake up in the morning..so I went to the table and wanted to kemaslah.. Suddenly, I saw warghhhhhhh comelnyaaa, heheheh. Babe, u made my day lah, terus hilang ngAntuk I.. Thanks babe, thanks for always thinking about us, thanks for always being there for us, thanks for always adding on my pink stuffs... Hehhehe. U know wut babe, we still haven't gossip since u came back from oberseas.. Wakakakak. Tonite I ade meeting with my boss lak..adei.. Well babe, rezeki tak datang bergolek, kite yang kena tergolek-golek mencari rezeki... Tul tak babe???

Ps: babe, malam ni I meeting, tlg babysit ryan bole?? Hehehehe.

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Like daddy, like daughter...

2010-10-09T11:24:00.000+08:00

Well..well..well..ke mane tumpahnya kuah if tak ke Rice kan??? She's only 2 yrs old tapi dah berangan nak jadi photographer like daddy!! Hehehe.. So, anyone would like to hire anak beranak ni??? Hehehe, meh contact I..

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Finally, we're in..

2010-10-09T11:02:00.000+08:00

After hours of waiting.. finally we have entered Cosmo World @ Timesquare.. Tasya is soooooooo happy. She's dancing to every Mickey's song...

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Mickey Mouse..

2010-10-09T09:14:00.001+08:00

We woke up extremely early for a Saturday morning..ni sume becauseeeeeee my beloved daughter Tasya nak tengok akimoshhhhhh at TimeSquare.. Hehe.. Tgk tu, sayang anak punya pasal, lautan api sanggup ku renangi! Hehe. Herm, if sayang laki lak??? Wakakakkaka....

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Yayyyy, its almost weekend!!

2010-10-08T17:57:00.000+08:00

Alhamdullillah, its Friday already! Its the best time to spend with our family... Yayyyy. Have a great weekend everyone..
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Shopping...

2010-10-06T11:26:00.000+08:00

I'm on leave today...spending some of my precious time with my beloved kids... Bestnya shopping time orang lain gi office... Hehehe... Indahnya dunia melihat orang lain gi kerja..kite lak membusykan diri membeli-belah...hehehee. Boss, nak extend cuti lagi satu hari leh x? Wakakakak...
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Nite Nite everyone..

2010-10-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

Its time for our bedtime..early to bed, early to rise.. Tata...
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Test..test..test

2010-10-04T14:51:00.000+08:00

I'm trying to post an entry using my handphone... Bole ke ni?? Hihihii. Btw, I just came back from visiting pak long from IJN. Alhamdullillah, he is getting better now.. Thank u Allah.

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Operation: Pak Long.

2010-09-30T16:18:00.004+08:00

There are soooooooooo many things i want to blog out, so many days i have been wanting to blog, but i have been really busy and my health pun tak berapa nak sihat lagi..... my fever has gone away, my flue has gone away but the cough is still there. My voice still tade, nak ckp pun susah, imagine bile ade meeting, adehhhhhh, nak ckp pun suara tak kuar. :(

Lepas i kena demam tu, tasya pun terkena skali tempias demam tu, sian dia, fever dah sampai 39.9. We immediately mandikan tasya with ice water, haih, wisau bile anak ni demam, kite yg dah tua bangka ni tak leh nak tahan, apetah lagi budak kecik...lepas bwk gi hospital, doctor said tak yah nak wisau sgt coz tasya masih active even dia tgh demam... Thank God.

Mase i tgh demam tu, My Pak Long was admitted to IJN due to his heart. Pak Long dah pun undergo his operation to change his valve to an artificial valve. Doctor said, Pak Long stable tapi masih kritical. I went to see Pak Long just now, haihhh, terus air mata ni menitik-nitik, tak sanggup nak tgk Pak Long macam tu will all the wires surrounding him... Really hope he will recover fast. InsyaAllah.....

Pak Long is the only brother that my dad has, Ayah has been really quiet lately...
Ayah, be strong, InsyaAllah everything will be fine.... Lets pray hard for Pak Long's speedy recovery....

This is my lil pwincess Tasya, dah pandai posing-posing, skit skit suwo i amik her pix..arituh bawak tasya gi clinic, pastu ade budak lelaki around 5 years old kot, dia nampak tasya, terus dia ckp, macam Mia laaaaaaaaaaa..hahahhaha..... adei, budak kecik pun perasan tasya macam Mia... u all prasan tak? ke mummy tasya ni yg prasan lebih..heheheheh....

Tasya loves readingggggg.... tu dia, cube tengok buku ape dia bace.... Syukur Alhamdulillah... :)

Ni plak Ustaz Ryan... ade sape-sape nak buat menantu, meh sini antar slip gaji and bank statement yer...hehehhe..jgn lupe epf slip skali... wakkakakak...
Ryan dah 5 mth oldddddddddddd....

When i'm unwell....

2010-09-22T11:27:00.004+08:00

Atas permintaaan ramai..tetttttt (ramai ke) ade lah segelintir yang dok bising bising suwo update...heheh..tapi i bukan takmo update cume kesihatan lepas menyambut hari raya just tak mengizinkan... I've been sick for the past 3 days. Doctor said i kena viral fever. Letih tul demam nie, dari hyper active, langsung tersadai atas katil coz tak leh nak buat ape, tak larat sangattttttt...

Susah bile dah demam nie, macam-macam benda terbengkalai. Cepat lah sihat, loads of things to be done. Nak gi keja pun tak larat nak drive, rase nak pitam je... tapi gagahkan jugak diri ini to drive to work today, amik ko, sampai je ofc boss bising, he said 'sape suwo u dtg office arini? go home n rest..hihih... i jarang sakit teruk mcm nie, i rase dis year, ni lah yg paling teruk i sakit. Rasenya lepas nie, nak gi clinic balik, my throat really hurt. Pedih sangattttttttttttt...

Thank God mase tgh sakit nie, both of my babies sangat memahami, si tasya dok teman me kat umah, Ryan pulak dapat milk terus je tidoo...both of them tak byk ragam...
tapi kesian kat hubby coz terpaksa jaga the 3 of us skaligus, esp in the middle of the nite.. Tks pa for taking care of us, harap harap leh get well soon.

Since i dah lame tak post my 2 little angels in my blog, meh sini i upload their recent pixs that was taken yesterday...here you gooooooooo....

Tasya the big sister.........

Ryan the 'botak boy'.....

Sayu hati ini, bile...

2010-09-07T13:58:00.003+08:00

InsyaAllah, 2 days more Ramadhan will leave us, haih, sayu hati nie bile Ramadhan hampir meninggalkan kite, InsyaAllah next year will be another Ramadhan for us.

I rase fasting month nie, i jarang sangat nak update, ntah lah, this year i feel our Ramadhan sangat peaceful, maybe sebab me & hubby dah tak meniaga lagi kot, so tade la nak terkejar-kejar nak gi setup the shop lah, nak terkejar-kejar gi amik stock lah... Well rezeki datang dgn pelbagai rupe dan bentuk, Syukur Alhamdullillah, this Ramadhan our rezeki sefamily bertambah murah dengan kehadiran Ryan. Betul la ckp orang, anak itu rezeki yg tak ternilai!

Me and hubby work very hard to give the best to our kids, we don't shower them with expensive gifts but we want them to get the best of everything. So, kena lah mummy n daddy keja extra kuat! hihihi.. InsyaAllah, end of this year, Tasya will start school, ramai yang cakap its too early to send her, tapi we feel its the best time coz her brains macam Sponge skarang nie, so dari dok umah tak blajar ape, baik i kasik otak dia penuh ngan ilmu...

Some people might say, ape lah sangat nak kejar duit tu, bukan leh bwk mati pun!! mmg duit tak bole bawak mati, yang bawak mati hanye Ilmu yg kite dah collect tuk present mase akhirat kelak! tapi dengan duit tu gak lah, i nak besarkan anak anak i! Or probably memang i and hubby suke berbisness. heheh.. Well, some business jadi, some tak jadi...dats y, i cube everything, u'll never know which one will change your life!

Oklah, in case i tak sempat nak update blog during Raya, i would like to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Maaf Zahir Batin... Mintak ampun ya if entry entry kat blog ni ade yang mengguris mane mane pihak, I'm just a normal human being, tak lari dari membuat silap, so if ade galah tolong lah tunjukkan..heheh. (tetiba galah)

Yayyyyyy, raya tahun ni best, sebab i dah ade 2 anak! Pelik bile orang ckp, lah lisa n mohsein dah kawin?? dah ade anak dowang nie??? ape nak pelik nya, dah kawin, mesti lah nak anak kan, btw, ape maksud 'orang macam i'??? herm..peliks. pastu bile i 'bf' my son, orang akan kata, 'laaaaaaaa, u 'bf' rupenya...peliks lagi.. nape eh dgn orang macam i nie... name pun dah ade t*t*k, kena lak t*t*k yang penuh ngan susu, so, bukan ke lebih Afdal susukan anak sendiri!
~eh eh, terlari topik laaaaaaa, i'm sowyyyyy~hihi

Again, Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir Batin dari PinkJamboo Sekeluarga.

Satu Malaysia, Satu Kemerdekaan!!

2010-08-30T17:53:00.003+08:00

MERDEKA!! MERDEKA!! MERDEKA!!

Bila kita menyebut tentang kemerdekaan, ia adalah merupakan suatu pengertian yang telah menjadi sifat atau fitrah semulajadi manusia. Iaitu dengan lain-lain perkataan,
kemerdekaan adalah sesuatu yang menjadi keinginan semua manusia di dunia ini.
Tidak ada manusia di dunia ini yang tidak menginginkan kemerdekaan. Bahkan ia lebih menjadi suatu perkara yang dicita-citakan oleh setiap manusia. Cuma yang berbeza dalam
pengertian setiap manusia di dunia ini adalah memahami apakah erti kemerdekaan itu dan bagaimana bentuk kemerekaan itu serta bagaimana pula usaha yang perlu dilakukan untuk mencapai kemerdekaan itu.

Dalam konteks ini, setiap individu manusia atau setiap kumpulan manusia atau setiap bangsa, masing-masing ada mempunyai fahaman dan pandangan yang tersendiri dalam
memberikan erti kemerdekaan itu, bagaimana bentuk kemerdekaan itu dan bagaimana harus diusahakan untuk mencapai kemerdekaan itu. Dan dalam hal ini, kalaulah kita
tanyakan kepada seorang individu tentang fahaman dan pandangannya terhadap erti kemerdekaan itu, kelak ada yang akan berkata bahawa kemerdekaan bererti bebas membuat apa sahaja, tanpa batas dan mengikut apa sahaja yang dikehendaki oleh hawa nafsu manusia itu, sekalipun berlawanan dan bertentangan dengan undang-undang,tatasusila dan hak asasi manusia lain.

Lain orang lain pendapatnya, persoalannya hari ini MERDEKAKAH KITA. Mari kita renung-renungkan..Apakah perjuangan kita untuk mengecapi kermerdekaan ini.

Salam Kemedekaan!! Salam Satu Malaysia!!

The Launch of www.syazul.org

2010-08-29T06:01:00.003+08:00

Syukur Alhamdullillah we have launch our NEW Photography Website... I've been wanting to update it in my blog, but i just didn't feel it was the right time yet... rasenya dah mase untuk i buat entry for our new website kan... Ape jadi ngan website yang lame?? banyak benda yang terjadi di sebalik i sangat tak puas hati dengan outcome nya, dengan dapat comment dari member-member yang tak berapa sedap telinga nak dengar..so, i dengan rase tercabarnya, trying not to be 'miss perfect' dok carik web designer tuk 'mendesignkan' my new website!

Syukur Alhamdulllilah, i managed to find a web designer yang sangat memahami my needs for the website, our conversation took place for only 1 hour, the next day he came out with the draft. hebat wooahhh.... i was so happy to with the 1st draft eventho bukan final cut lagi...(herm, bile dah invest 4 angka, takkan outcome cikai kot!! hehe, see wut MR. RM can do!!)

For 2 weeks we've been working very closely with him on the designing of it, dengan dia dok sibok nak transfer knowledge to us, aiyak, tetiba i rase betapa pentingnya ade background IT nie..its not easy woah...ingat lagi mase abis blajar kat uni dulu, i told my fwens, i would never work in an IT company, amik ko, lepas abis terus dpt offer dari company IT, till now, saya masih bekerja ngan company IT, so dont ever say NEVER!! heheh..

So dear fwens, here is the Preview of our new website...... www.syazul.org
So, anyone would like to hire Syazul Ent., for your photographer, videographer, soundman or even MC kindly contact or email me personally at pinkjamboo@gmail.com. InsyaAllah, i will reply to your email the soonest!

Rezeki = berusaha untuk mencariknya, sambil tu jangan lupe berdoa pada Allah untuk sentiasa murahkan rezeki kite, with Usaha yang tak pernah putus, InsyaAllah rezeki tu ade... well, rezeki tak datang bergolek, tapi kite kena tergolek-golek mencarik rezeki.. adoi, the word tergolek-golek reminds me of ayam golek lah!!! hehehe.

Ps; I have fwens whom come up to me and ask me this ques... ko buat biz ape skang nie?? my answer would be, 'what do you want me to do, if its halal InsyaAllah i will customize it to your needs...heheheh... i bukan tak focus, tapi i suke menceburi segala bidang, coz u will never know which one will change your life!!! Thank God, hubby pun suke berbisnes, Syukur! Luf u pa.

Ryan's 1st Drama - Idola Kecil Balik Kampung

2010-08-20T14:35:00.002+08:00

Salam Ramadhan Everyone...

Ryan had his 1st drama shoot on 12 August 2010, the drama title is
Idola Kecik Balik Kampong.. it will be aired on Tv9 during hari raya.. if i'm not mistaken it will be on Raya Ke5 or Raya Ke6.

Kecik-kecik Ryan dah gie bekerja, Tasya pun pi work gak.. both of them will be on the drama..hehehhe..

Penat bwk dowang gi shooting nie, luckily shoot kat umah je, so tade la panas sgt... even bole bf Ryan lagi, Thank God both of them were at the best of their behavior.

Ryan with 1 of the main cast of the drama, tak silap i, nama dia Azam, winner for Idola Kecil @ TV9. (happy betul anak mummy yer)

Ryan with his PA...Mummy Ida, nanti carik job lagi tuk Ryan yer... Ryan nak work!! hehehe

Macam ni la keadaan masa shooting tu..sedap nya makanan tu.....

Tasya yang dah penat sangat menunggu... apelagi, minum milk lah...

Mummy's boy... 'di mana ade tetek mummy, di situ lah ade Ryan'..heheh..

Tasya with her beloved dadi....all the way daddy's gurl.....

I told you it was tiring, both of my sweethearts are totally exhausted. Cian dia....(You don't see Tasya in this pix kan, coz dia dok sebok interview artis-artis kat situ, eh, ke artis tu yang interview dia...wakakakak) I

Tasya's 2nd Birthday...

2010-08-19T14:23:00.003+08:00

7 August 2010, we celebrated Tasya's birthday at Mak's house. This time around, tade pun buat party party bagai like her 1st birthday, dis year punya majlis, adalah majlis tertutup..heheh..

Haih, dah besar anak mummy ni yer.. 2 years of age, macam-macam pandai buat, yg paling terror skali buat sepah. hehehe... haih, nasib baik la ade aunty mudd, tasya buat sepah, aunty mudd tolong kemas.. sayang tul aunty mudd kat tasyaaaaaa... tks babe, we luf u too..

Tasya's bday cake from http://mamachaksrecipe.blogspot.com/
kak, lisa dah book in advance tau for tasya ni, contract sampai umur tasya & ryan 21 years old..heheeh. The pink minnie, i likeeeeeeee, btw, tasya dah pandai kenal color pink nie, dah pandai sebut pun 'mummy..its pinkkkk'...heheh.

Us singing Tasya her birthday song...happy betul anak mummy nieee...

Panjang nau muncung dia.....heheheh

The potong cake timeeee.....

Nyum nyum........

Adei, comotnya mummy's girl nieeeeee

the next day was her opening present day.... from mummy & daddy

ala tomeinyaaaaa...

Jom masakkkk...lepas nie leh la tasya buat breakfast in bed for mummy & daddy...

Di Pagi Ramadhan...

2010-08-11T16:49:00.005+08:00

Today is our 1st Ramadhan for the year 2010, last year in 2009 i was pregnant with Ryan..

Woke up as early as 5am, tu pun hubby kejutkan..sahur sahurrrrrrrrr... Hubby had cereal n milk, me? adoi, makan roti pun tak abis, tapi dok kenangkan nanti nak 'bf' ryan, sian plak kat dia...

So since i started my day early today, ingat tade lah nak kelam kabut g keja kan..herm, tak jugak..same aje..x caya, meh sini tgk wut i wore to work!!

How could i not realize??? hehehe....

Sampai je rumah today, terus gi mama's house, dah menjadi routine for us 'sefamily' to berkumpul at mama's house for 1st day of Ramadhan.. sampai je pintu umah, Tasya was saying...'asham mummy, ashammmmmmmmmmm'... aduh, bile tgh lapar nie, asham pun nampak sedap! heheheh..

lil Tasya with her ashammmmmm....

Its already 5pm, today buka puase for kl is 7.28 pm, waiting for hubby to come n fetch me for us to shopping shopping di petang ramadhan. Bab shopping nie, lapar pun leh hilang. huhuhu..

Selamat Berbuka Everyone.......

Syukurku kerna masih di sini..RAMADHAN!!

2010-08-11T15:48:00.003+08:00

Istimewa Ramadan

“Sesiapa yang berpuasa pada siang harinya dan bangun pada malam harinya kerana iman dan mengharapkan pahala Allah, maka diampunkan baginya dosa-dosa yang telah lalu.”

Satu lagi hadis Nabi untuk renungan kita.

“Sekiranya umatku tahu kelebihan yang ada dalam bulan Ramadan, nescaya mereka inginkan semua bulan menjadi bulan Ramadan.”

Gandakanlah ibadah sebanyak mungkin pada bulan Ramadan, nanti di akhirat boleh redeem pahala banyak-banyak. Bulan Ramadan ada macam-macam bonus dan ganjarannya juga lebih hebat. Pahala amalan berganda dan kebaikan kita tiada tarikh luputnya. Jangan terlalu asyik dengan dunia kerana yg menanti kekal abadi adalah di akhirat nanti.

Cuma, tawarannya hanya sah untuk 30 hari sahaja dan ianya bermula pada hari ini, 11 August 2010, 1 Ramadan 1431 Hijrah.

Rebut segera tawaran ini. Dapatkan ganjaran lumayan dari Allah selagi stok umur masih ada.

Tahun depan Ramadan pasti datang lagi, dan tawaran ini akan ada lagi. Itu memang pasti. Yang tak pastinya, adalah MATI. Malaikat Izrael akan datang pada bila-bila masa. Datangnya tak perlu dijemput, dan perginya bersama-sama roh kita.

Jadi, jangan main redah bila beribadah. Jangan bertangguh, kena bersungguh-sungguh. Semoga Ramadan kali ini lebih makna, agar dapat kita harungi dengan sempurna.

Kepada rakan-rakan sekalian, Mohsein sekeluarga mengucapkan selamat berpuasa dan selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ini. Sekian..

Nikon Lover ~ D300s

2010-08-10T16:14:00.004+08:00

Nikon has just announced the new Nikon D300s, so I decided to post a quick comparison between the old Nikon D300 and the new Nikon D300s.

Basically, the new D300s is exactly the same camera as the D300 in terms of features, except for the following:

1) D300s shoots HD movies at 720p resolution, 24 FPS with stereo audio. Maximum length is 5 minutes for 720p and 20 mins for lower video resolutions.

2) D300s is slightly faster than the D300, shooting 7 FPS in Ch mode (Nikon D300 is 6 FPS). With MB-D10 battery pack, it will shoot 8 FPS.

3) A new release mode “Q” (quiet shutter-release) is added to the dial right after Ch (continuous high speed).

4) Dual card slots – the Nikon D300s features dual card slots to work with both CompactFlash and SD (SDHC-compliant) cards. Either card can be used as the primary card. Secondary card can be used for overflow or backup storage, or for separate storage of NEF (RAW) and JPEG images and images can be copied between cards.

5) Active D-Lighting now has “Auto” and “Extra High” added. “Auto” is something expected, as both D700 and D90 have this mode. The “Extra High” is something new though.

6) Nikon D300s is slightly heavier than the D300, adding 15 more grams of weight, weighing total 840g total.

7) Nikon D300s has a dedicated “Lv” (LiveView) and “Info” buttons on the back of the camera.

8) Nikon D300s has a virtual horizon now (D300 did not).

Is D300s worth the upgrade? If you already have a D300 and do not care about the video feature (which kind of sucks, since I was expecting full HD at 1080p), it is not worth the upgrade. But if you don't have D300 it's worth it to have one. Which I plan to purchase one unit for myself. Before I do that, I need to check with my Chief Finance Officer (my wife) hehehe.

The sensor of the new D300s is basically identical to the older D300. It is nice that the D300s has dual slots and faster frame rate, but it is nothing extraordinary.

Best regards,

Daddy Ocin.

Nak Milk Mummy....

2010-08-10T11:28:00.002+08:00

No matter how early i wake up every morning, i will still rush for work. With Tasya will cry for milk, Ryan pun same time nak milk. Dengan i yang tak siap bermakeup lagi, aiyooooo...

Sometimes if mood tasya baik, she will help me to feed ryan, usually i will 'bf' him before i leave for work, but if betul betul tak sempat i'll get tasya's help to feed him. Bottle fed lah!

Tasya the big sister helping mummy...clever gurl...

Alamak, Tasya dah half asleep, Ryan tak abis milk lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...

Ryan being the 'cool' brother, pegang sendiri lah jawabnya... too hungry to wait for his sister, tasya lak, too sleepy to feed ryan...heheheheh..

Its Monday n He's smiling.

2010-08-09T14:21:00.003+08:00

Haih, lil ryan is asleep, tapi masih leh senyum..ni mesti sweet dreams kan!

I jarang update blog on monday, coz monday usually byk keja nak buat. tapi arini stress level naik! byk alami benda yg menyakitkan hati. nak dekat bulan puase nie, orang makin kurang ajar kan??? pelik tul lah!

We had a wonderful weekend, spending time with family adalah masa yang teramat best! despite the fact my fridge rosak.....adoiiiiii, melayang lagi lah $$$!
takpe lah, things happen for a reason kan???

Kueh Raya

2010-08-05T16:18:00.003+08:00

Every year, bile menjelang Ramadhan, i will surely jumpe makndak to fetch her lovely cookies. As for me, kueh yang sedap patut di kongsi kan.. since i dah pun menjadi 'agent' kueh makndak for 3 years, i pun start to distribute them to my fellow fwens lah....

Tadi, mudd msg me, told me she distributed the kueh raya to her fwens, pastu ade sowang kakak admin kat ofc dia told her dis.. 'makan free aje okey, jgn harap mintak aku bli..'

Amboiiiiiiiiiiii, sedap je mulut kakak admin yang prasan stylo ckp mcm tu kan?? wei, if betul la ko stylo pun, mulut tu jage la sikit, cukup baik bagi ko rase kueh, if kena i yg dgr sendiri dia ckp mcm tu, confirm kat situ gak dia kena backhand!

Ape punya perangai manusia macam tu??? haih, if la i ever meet u in person, madiha pls remind me to smack down dia yer!

Prasan stylo konon, tapi mulut mcm belacan! *@#%&! $!^

Ryan Iszkandar: 90 days old

2010-08-05T15:07:00.005+08:00

Hi, I'm Ryan Iszkandar, i just turned 3 months old. Mummy is unwell today, she's on MC. I'm the happiest person on earth when mummy goes on MC, coz i get to spend the whole time with her, and it also means i get mummy's 'tetek' all to myself.......yayyyyyy!!!

U must be wondering where is Sofea Natasya? well, well, well, she's been busy lately with her toys, this Saturday will be her birthday, i'm really unsure what to get her.. I love my sister so much, despite the fact, she loves talking too much. All my uncle n aunties call her 'mak nenek'..

Got to go, its my 'tetek' time. hehehe... toodles everyone!

R

Live Update: Alhamdullillah, operation dah selesai.

2010-07-13T13:53:00.002+08:00

Alhamdullillah, everything went well. The procedure took about 1 hour plus.
As i was waiting anxiously in the room, the nurse informed the operation has been completed.
Syukur syukur, Alhamdullillah.

He's still in pain now, he's asleep.

Thank you friends for all the wishes. Sayang kowangs!!

The food and medicine yang tak berusik lagi, coz hubby tak lalu nak makan..sian diaaaaaa...

He's asleep.......

Live Blogging: Hubby @ Hospital

2010-07-13T11:39:00.002+08:00

I'm now waiting in hubby's ward. He just went into the OT room. Wisau nya saya... I hope everything goes well. InsyaAllah. Missing him already.

I'm on leave for a couple of days, boss suwoh cuti, coz dia suruh me jaga my hubby. Thanks boss for understanding!

Dear Husband,
You know how i hate to see you in pain,
I wish i could take away the pain from u,
Even when your in pain, u still help me to take care of Tasya & Ryan,
I love u so much sayang!
U never fail to make me happy,
Ur a good father and husband,
Thanks God, for giving me such a wonderful man in my life!

Malu-malu lak dia..............

Tido-tido ayam!

On the way to OT room..

I'm all alone here....

Ryan Iszkandar: 60 days old.

2010-06-24T17:57:00.003+08:00

Hyeee sexy! u like my hair??? hihihi..

He is 60 days old todayyyy.. Happy 2 months old my dearest darling Ryan Iszkandar!
Cepat sikit Ryan besar yer, leh teman mummy shopping. hihihi.

Ryan darling,
You're 60 days old today.
I love u Ryan.

Luv, Mummy.

My sweetheart!

A God's gift from heaven!

*All pixies were taken today...dah besar anak mummy ni yerr...
kak yumm: windu ryan kerrrrrr...hihihi

Daddy's Day!

2010-06-23T19:25:00.003+08:00

I guess its not too late for me to wish my hubby Happy Daddy's Day!

Dearest sayang,

Tq for being such a great father to our kids! We luv you heaps...

Tasya is indeed daddy's gurl. Always with her daddy. Sometimes i have to tell Tasya,
'Excuse me darling, can i have my husband back??'..hehehe..

As for Ryan, he's so much like hubby, he's so coolllllll... but he's mummy's boy! (i pity his future gurlfwens...)hihihi.. Betul tak kak yumm??

Makan pun sepinggan...haih....sooooooooo daddy's gurl!

Pandai anak daddy pi toilet sowang sowang...

The cool son. Ryan.

Goodnight daddy! Happy Father's Day, we luv u loads!

Ryan Iszkandar: 53 days old

2010-06-17T09:29:00.006+08:00

Pejam celik pejam celik, My darling Ryan is already 53 days old. In a week, he will be 2 mths olddddddd.... Oh God, how fast time flies.

HOnestly, managing 2 kids its not easy as you see. Lagi lagi bile umur mereka hanya beza 2 thn aje. Thank God, saya 'dibekalkan' ngan suami yg sangat helpful bile bab bab menjaga anak nie. Syukur syukur! Eventho bile tgh malam buta, saya kejutkan hubby tuk tolong ambilkan a glass of water for me, tapi di bawanya piring kosonggggg.... hahahah.. kelakar gile! Papa papa, u make me laugh tak kira waktu kan! luf u celot la pa... i tgh haus gile at that point of time, tapi hubby yg half asleep pi dapur bawak piring masuk bilek, i was likeeeeee, pa, i nak water, takkan la nak minum dari piring kot! hihihi...

i baru lepas bace blog Khalisa Ridzuan, (dah la name lebih kurang nak sama nieeeeeehhh), when i read a few of her entries, haih, teringat zaman zaman jatuh cinta with hubby! lebih kurang je nieh, u know those kind of feelings yang you know u love him so much, tapi layakkah diri ini nak bertahta di hatinya... tetttttttt, jiwang sungguh ayat itu! Pastu bile dah tunang, mcm mcm benda kite pikir, jadi ke kawin nie?? betul ke dia sayang kite? dia tak kuar ngan orang lain ke? all sorts of monkey questions bermain dlm pale otak nie... Tapi bile dah nikahhhhh, Alhamdullillah, i said to myself, he's mine babehhhhh... ko bole tgk je laaaaaa, tu aku punya!! sape suh ko tak jage dia elok elok, kan dia dah kawin ngan aku!!! wakkaka... well, i'm not sure what my hubby feels at that point of time lah, sebab bile tanye balik, dia akan bagi the most typical answer yg di beri oleh setiap kaum Adam lah, that is 'happy la sayang'...
Aduh, advice dari saya, kepada bakal-bakal pengantin lelaki, when your wife ask you how u feel, elaborate la feeling tu sikit! show sikit da romantic side of you, jgn dok pk nak control macho aje... hihih..oppssssssss..

Everyday i've been waking up so early dari yang usual, lepas bangun terus je nak mengemas, haih, ni dah kena syndrome mummy mummy nie... Sifat malas, dah automatically hilang nie... Pastu if umah sepah sikit, mula la nak bebel-bebel, sampai hubby leh tegor and ask me, sepah ke umah kite nie?? hihih, well, umah kite tak sepah mana sayang, i je yang tak leh tgk bile things are not kept at their actual place. betul tak kak yum??? only kak yumm je yg tauuuuuuuu!!

From Him with Lurveeee....

2010-06-14T09:00:00.005+08:00

A week ago it was my birthday. The best part of being a birthday gurl, is when your love ones treats you like a pwincess! I likeeeeeeeeee....

As for me, hubby bawak i pi Mid Valley. I just wanted a simple dinner, no fancy fancy stuffs, and i strictly told him not to waste any money on expensive food or any surprises.

Once done with our dinner, we dok pusing-pusing MidV, window shopping katanya. Hubby ajak masuk Guess coz he knows, i mmg dah fall in love at first sight masa tgk the handbag last weekend...

Thanks for all the gifts sayang! Love u with all my heart as always..... mwahhhhhhh!

the love @ 1st sight handbag....

The matching wallet...pink jugak!

The pink watch....

The MJ sunnies completes it all...............

Dah pun abis shopping.......

Happiest wife on earth...hihih...Thanks sayang!

Aziz M. Osman Kawin Lagi???

2010-06-10T07:34:00.004+08:00

Well well well..... En. Aziz M. Osman kawin Lagi? Yes, very true. Ala, ramai pun dah tahu kan?? Yer la, mesti baca dari papers kan. En. Aziz pun dah selamat di nikahkan on 6 June 2010 with pasangannya yang berusia 21 years old...

People must be thinking ape ke halnya, Cik Puan PinkJamboo dok poyo-poyo nak buat entry pasal nie kan, coz i rarely buat entry pasal artis.
Reason Being: Syukur Alhamdullillah, Syazul Ent. was hired by Ace Motion to cover the shoot for En. Aziz's nikah and bersanding event.
Nikah was held at Masjid Negara Kuala Lumpur and adat bersanding telah berlangsung di Restoran Seri Melayu, Jalan Conlay.

It was a really tiring day for all of us, but we had fun tho. Balik umah terus flat gile, sampai hari ni, i bole rasa my whole body still sakit. hihihihi.. Well, bile big event mcm ni, the whole team kena turun la, even i yang tak snap gambar pun, i still kena monitor my photographers buat kerja..tettttttttttt.. monitor ker?? hiihih.. Yes, in Syazul Ent. we are very particular on our end product, we deliver the best! (poyo nya ayat nie, eh, tapi betul laaaaaaaa, tak caya tanya boss besar, kak kinnnnnnnnnnn jawabbbbbbb!!)

Syazul Ent., dah mula active since 2005, started of with photography, and added on with owning our very own PA System & Karouke set and also videography.

Sesape nak kawin, nak buat birthday anak, nak bertunang, nak khatam Al-Quran, senang cite sesapa yang perlukan khidmat photography n videography and Pa System and karouke, sudi sudi la contact Syazul Ent., don't worry on the pricing ya! U email me, i quote la kat u nanti!

Here goes some pixies yang telah di snap oleh photogs Syazul Ent.

Ps; Gambar tak leh la disclose banyak, marah pengantin kang! hihihih...

Promo: Looking for photographers, jangan lupe hire Syazul Ent. :)

Our Anniversary : 3 years....

2010-06-08T08:16:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah. Today genaplah, 3 years usia perkahwinan kami!
How time flies kan. Dah 2 orang pun anak kami.
Haih, i can't believe dah 3 tahun our marriage, tapi kenapa rase macam baru kenal semalam je?? ke i prasan lebih?? heheh..
Well, i guess when your happy time flies really fast.

me and husband.......

Teringat mase we both baru kenal... Swonoknyaaa, mase tu baru kenal, bile jumpe pun, da heart beats laju gile, pastu bile tak jumpe rase rinduuuuuuuuuunyaaaaaaaaaaaa. pastu gayut kat tefon sampai berjam-jam, than every saturday, sunday and public holidays mesti keluar pi jalan-jalan, pantang holiday je, mesti nak jumpe. Those were the daysssss... Klcc tu dah jadi 2nd home. hihihi..

Dear Husband,

I think of you often, and always with love.
I think of how hard you work and how much you do for our family.
I remember the times you've encouraged me and i see how your wisdom and caring have helped me through.
I look back on my favourite memories that remind me how much we've always meant to each other and always will..
There are as many times when i think of you and feel proud and thankful and very lucky you're my husband.
'Happy Anniversary Sayang!'

Reporting live from Syazul Ent., we share everything together, even our passion in photography!

ps; i love u......

Happy Birthday...

2010-06-07T11:08:00.003+08:00

Well, its my birthday today. And i'm 28 years old! Wow, another 2 more years i will reach 30... But why i feel like i'm 23 years old ya?? hahhaha... poyo sungguh ayat itu! (tapi ni orang kata, bukan saya yg kata)

Age is just a number, y is more important, u must always feel good about yourself. If someone love us, its not how we look, or wut we weigh, but its all about the heart, u can have a drop dead gorgeous look but if perangai macam 'sampah', pun tqk guna gak!
Moral of the story, Jgn la jadi sampah.. hehehe.

Ape la yang i merepek ni kan?? Probably tak cukup tido for the past 2 days kot, so otak pun letih lagi... later sambung lagi la...so much to write here but i think i'll just delay it for a moment.

Anyways, Happy Birthday to myself..........

Ryan Iszkandar: 39 days old.

2010-06-02T13:07:00.002+08:00

I just got back from the clinic Alam Damai with my mom and both of my kids. We brought Ryan for his 1st month injection.

Ryan dah pun 4.4kg. Syukur Alhamdullillah. As for me, my weight dah turun.....Yeayyyyy.. Within 39 days, i lost 8kg. Now my weight is 47kg. Haih, need to loose abt 2 to 3 kgs more...
Breastfeeding memang sangat berkesan!

Helooo Everyoneeeeee, My name is Ryan!

The big sister yang dok busy makan kacangggggg... 1 of her fav food!

Busy Bee...

2010-06-01T19:06:00.002+08:00

What a super duper busy Tuesday...

Dari pagi tadi dok mengadap laptop (buat kerja yer, bukan dok surfing surfing), attending to baby Ryan, Tasya.... Hectic but fun. I learn to appreciate my time more. Nanti bile dah start kerja, my time will be very precious..sume kena in order.

Haih, kejap je dah nak masuk bulan June kan..Yes laaaaaaa...my birthday coming soonnnnnn!!! i likeeeeee... Dah pun dapat my super advance birthday present from my mom n pre birthday present dari hubby... pa, nak handbag bole?? hihihi....

My Personal Exp.: In the Labor Roommmm...

2010-05-26T17:04:00.008+08:00

Well well well, now its part where everyone should fasten their seat belts, lagi lagi yang masih tiada experience berada dalam labor room, please bare in mind, i am not trying to scare anyone, i just want to share my experience as a humble person....

24 April 2010, 7.30pm.

Lepas i di transfer kan ke bilek labor room, my heartbeat bertambah-tambah laju. Macam-macam in my mind...Time tu la, kite rase y la the time is moving so slow.. time tu jugak i pikir sume benda benda yg tak sepatutnya i pk.. For instance, what if i die? cukup ke amal ibadat aku? if i die, sape nak jaga my kids, what if my hubby kawin lain, mesti i jealous..wakkaka, dah mati pun nak jealous jealous lagi, what i meant was, what if my kids kena dera ngan mak tiri dowang... See i told you, i was thinking of nonsense things....hehehe...

Once doctor dah pasang segala machine to monitor my contractions and baby's heartbeat, i knew it was getting closer for me to be in labor... bile makin dekat tu, da contractions, Ya Allah, sakitnyaaaa..u know perasaan macam nak berak, tapi berak yang teramat besarrrrrr...hihihi. (am i scaring anyone now)

Pastu, came the panic part, when doctor told me Ryan's heartbeat makin slow, being a mother, ingat tak cuak ke bile doctor ckp mcm tu, doctor said, Ryan is tired tu sebab heartbeat dia slow. I'm not sure betul ke idak doctor ckp tu, tapi yang pasti, i sgt cuak... sgt risau akan keselamatan Ryan... Dan dan tu gak doctor cucuk me, tu put drips, so dat Ryan dapat cukup oksigen, after a few minutes lepas masuk drip, baru heartbeat Ryan increase. Alhamdulillah.

Its almost 8.15pm now, hubby dah mula mundar-mandir in the labor room. Sambil tu, he tried to buat lawak to make me laugh. Adoi sayangku, nothing is funny when your in pain ok! Time tu jugak i sempat pesan to hubby, 'Sayang, makesure this time you tgk how ur baby keluar, coz mase time Tasya hubby tak berapa nak berani'..hehehe

Now dah 830 pm, contraction makin kuat and makin kerap sangat, Ya Allah, sakit dia, i mmg tak bole nak picture kan... mase time ni, hubby buat lawak pun i rase nak marah je...sempat i bebel kat hubby, u dpt sedap, i dapat sakit!!! wakakkakaka...see, bile tgh sakit, ape u ckp sume tak masuk akal! padahal dua dua dpt sedap, i je yg extra coz dpt sakit skali..hahahah..... tetttttttttttt, sape dah kawin, paham kan????

Doctor pun dah standby berdiri in front of me, sambil cuba nak tenangkan me. Doctor pun tanye i, u ok tak, ade rase nak berak or kencing??? i told the doctor this ' Doctor, i tak dpt nak bezakan antara nak kencing or berak, i forgot the feelings coz all i can feel is the painnnnnnnnnnn.. hihihih..

Time dah almost 9pm, doctor said, InsyaAllah i will deliver around 11pm, tapi doctor, i dah tahan nie, da sakit makin kuat...how la! help me....
Sempat lagi i ckp, doctor tolong la kuarkan Ryan, dah sakit sangat nieeeee.. Doctor gelak je...

Suddenly i heard myself screaming, Doctorrrrrr, rasa nak berak nie..sakitttttttt, pastu doctor check, terus she said, ok its time... she said, Push bile rasa sakit, jgn push bile u tak rasa sakit, nanti baby lemas!! Sila imagine yer, dlm keadaan cemas mcmtu, tetiba u salah langkah, takut baby lak yang jadi mangsa.

I still remember how hubby's reaction was, he was standing in front of me, sambil tunggu i push. The very 1st time i push, mmg tak kuat, coz i had no energy, i was already exhousted. 2nd push pun Ryan tak kuar lagi, bile sampai da 3rd push, i told hubby to stand next to me and hold my feet, coz i was really tired. Pastu i heard doctor saying, kali ni mesti baby leh kuar, push harder! Pushhhhhhhhhhhhhh...then i heard, uwekkkkkkkk uwekkkkkkkkkk... Alhamdullillah, Ryan dah pun selamat di lahirkan.

Sounds easy kan bile dgr kite push push tu, herm, trust me, masa time Push tu la we need all thee energy in the body. If kite lemah n tak cukup makan, jgn harap lah bole push. I'm serious here, tu sbb bile orang suruh kite makan sblum masuk labor, sila lah pergi makan sepuas puasnya... Tu pun baby Ryan is only 2.85kg, imagine if besar lagi, mau i pengsan...

Lepas Ryan dah selamat di lahirkan, jgn ingat sampai situ je sakit kite, ade lagi ok! Time nie doctor dah siap cucuk buis kat bawah sane coz she needs to sew it back! Haih, sakit dia tade la sakit sgt, tapi mcm kena cubit cubit. I sempat lagi tanye Doctor, bape cm kena jahit, she just said, kena jahit 3 layer. I was like, aik i tot kat kedai mamak je ade air 3 layer, hehehe, rupenya jahit pun ade 3 layer.....

After all the pushing & sewing, i was really tired n exhausted yang teramat sangat. Time nie nak bangun pun dah tade energy lagi! I rase dia punya penat tu lain macam.....

Herm, lebih kurang mcm tu la my experience when i was in the labor room... it was really a scary experience indeed. People keep asking me, was in the same when i delivered Tasya, well, my answer is NO no no..... Tasya was wayyyyyyy easier.

I guess that is the best part of being a parent.... and kami bersyukur sangat to have
Sofea Natasya & Ryan Iszkandar in our life now....
Well, if you ask me takmo tambah lagi ker?? niat di hati, i want to have 7 kids, we'll see la, ade rezeki, Y not kan?? hahah.. pengsan wooooo......

Tasya & Ryan

2010-05-26T16:23:00.002+08:00

Petang-petang macam nie, tak best if buat entry heavy-heavy, so i decided to 'jaja' both of my adorable children kat blog nie (tettttttt, adorable ker?? harus la adorable, cube try test tengok mummy and daddy kanak kanak tersebut...wakkaka) after all, i tink its been quite sometime i post both of their pixies...

Having both of them are really a blessing for me and hubby..Alhamdullillah, we are really grateful to have both of them in our life....

Here you go, enjoy la nengok gambar anak anak saya......

Ps: Tomorrow i continue with the next entry ya!! toodles everyone..........

My Personal Exp.: Before Masuk Labor Room

2010-05-26T12:01:00.000+08:00

23 April 2010

It was so warm that nite, even with the air-cond was on full blast! I just could not sleep, was tossing and turning every second. Tasya was really cranky that nite, she didn't sleep as well, was crying all nite. My stomach was really painful, i could feel the contraction was very frequent.
Oh Oh, i woke hubby up, n told him, 'pa, i rase esok i bersalin lah, Esok pagi kite pi office yer, i need to settle some audit issues'....haih, dah nak terberanak pun, sempat pikir pasal kerja... well, what can i say, my boss must be very lucky to have me! hihihih..

24 April 2010

Since i could not sleep the nite before, i woke up really early, had my shower, n got myself ready to office, had to bring my hubby along, just in case any last minute emergency happen. Yer la kan, contraction dah la rapat-rapat, kang kalau terberanak dalam kereta ker, kat office ker, tak ke haru nanti!! My advice, lenlaki if dah tahu nak terberanak, n contraction dah makin dekat, immediately go to the hospital, don't delay! Jangan jadi macam saya, dah sakit pun bole pikir pasal kerja lagi.

Around 2pm i settled all my work, baru lah senang hati nie, atleast i tau bile nak gi on maternity leave pun, tade la rase serba salah sangat. Again my advice 'Jangan sesekali rase bersalah bile g maternity leave, its your right'!
On the way to clinic, i could feel the pain was really getting worst, Adoi! tapi takkan la nak bersalin dah kot, i'm 2 weeks early from my due date! Sampai je clinic, ramai pulak orang, my muka dah pucat, pastu ramai lak patient on that day, tapi nurse ade gak tanye nak jumpe doctor skarang tak, i just smiled n told her, i'm ok! padahal, dalam hati dah cuak tahap gaban!

3.30 baru lah masuk jumpe doctor. i told her, i rase its time for me to bersalin, doctor check my bp dulu, tgk sume normal pastu doctor suruh i baring. This part i mmg tak suke, sebab doctor nak 'seluk'. aiyoooooooooooooo, tau tak seluk kat mana??? kat situ la, ingat tak sakit ker, sakit wooooooo! Once doctor dah 'seluk di bawah sana' (hihiih) she said, dah pun bukak 2cm, n she told me that i was going to deliver anytime today.

Mase tu, i felt so happppyyyyyyy, coz i was going to see my son anytime soon. Tapi part of it, i dah rase nak pengsan pun, sbb takut! Why am i scared, coz i'm scared of needles, i jenis manusia yang tak bole tahan if sakit sikit pun, sounds ngade ngade kan, tapi pedulik la, its my body! hihihi..

Lepas dah jumpe doctor, she asked me to pi makan dulu, My Advice, 'Makesure u gi makan before u masuk labor room, coz trust me you need all the energy you have to push the baby out, some people might say, mana nak ada selera nak makan, well, time tu jangan la pikir pasal your selera, just go n makan coz u really need the energy!

As for me, i had Nasik Kandar with Lemon Juice, tak makan banyak pun. That was the mistake i did, tak makan banyak, kan dah susah nak push!

Around 4pm, i check in to my room. I love Klinik Alam Damai so much, coz i have my own room all to my self, and the doctors & nurse sangat helpful. Service dia memang sangat tip top!

6pm the nurse came in to check my bp again, and she told me kena bagi ubat bontot coz nak makesure i 'poohpooh' before i masuk labor room, yer la kan, kang kalau terberak atas katil kat labor room tak ke haru??? malu lah.. hihihi

Around 7pm, the nurse came in my room again n told me 'Kak, jom!!'. I dengan muka blur, asked her back, 'Jom gi mana yer?'. She answered me with a smile, 'kak dah time, coz your contraction dah frequent sangat ni'..... Sempat i pandang hubby, n gave him the look! You know, the look yang macam 'save meeeeeeeeee'...hihihih..

Herm, i rase i benti kat sini dulu lah...tak climax lah if sume cite dalam satu entry, tetttttttt, poyo tul ayat tu, macam la ade orang bace sudi nak baca...hihiihi..tapi if ade yang bace, tq so much yer!
Next Entry................. What happens in the labor room!

Entry mcm biskut, kejap ade, kejap tade!

2010-05-25T21:07:00.003+08:00

Where have I been???

Almost a month I did not update my blog, the previous entry was updated by hubby.

Maybe, I’m fully utilizing my ‘maternity leave’, away from everythingggggggg!! Well, despite the fact that I’m still adapting to waking up in the middle of the night to BF my son and to change his ‘poohpooh’ coz I’m afraid he might get nappy rash the next day. Hey, who said being a MOTHER is an easy task! I am not complaining tho, but what I’m trying to say here is, being a mom of two lovely kids, makes me appreciate my mom more!

Special treatment.

People say, once you are married, things change! Especially the ‘special treatment’ from your husband. As for me, Alhamdulillah, he is still the same, or should I say even better!

He helps me a lot in taking care both of our angels, you know how the first few weeks of having a new born can be tiring, as for me, all my pains goes away when I see hubby wakes up in the middle of the night and ‘teman’ me to BF my son. Again, Alhamdullillah.

The unbearable pain!

Sometimes I would cry coz I just could not bare the pain at you know where la kan! Tettttt, bukan takmo type kat sini, tapi saya malu lah.. hihihi, but having Him by my side to comfort me is a blessing indeed. Nak tengok the true colors of your husband, cube tgk perangai dia masa you lepas bersalin, tgk dia rajin enuf tak nak give u helping hand, as for me, my husband pass with flying colorssssss….

Tomorrow.

Herm, esok if I rajin, I ingat nak update about my experience on delivering Ryan to this world. We look n see la, how rajin I am! Hihi..

Ps:

(ps, got to go, my son is crying for me, he wants food! In other words it means, he wants my tetekkkkkkk, suddenly I feel my tetek has been very productive lately!! Wakkaakkaka…)

Big Sister's Car

2010-05-11T19:20:00.008+08:00

Tasya's day out with Daddy...

You gotta check out my engine, coz you're not gonna believe what's inside...hehehe..

We named him...

2010-04-26T17:14:00.004+08:00

Syukur Alhamdullillah.

Finally i dpt gak nak update blog. I was discharged yesterday from Pusat Bersalin dan Pakar Alam Damai Cheras, Kuala Lumpur around 6pm.

My condition skarang nie, still recovering from the kepenatan dok push push 2 hari lepas, i have used up segala energy yang i ade. hihihihi. penat wooooooooooooo, tapi the minute i saw my son's face, everything went away.

As for my son, Alhamdullillah he's doing fine, only cries for milk. Fyi, i'm giving him fully breastfeeding selagi boleh, well, tu niat i mase preggy kan dia dulu pun.
By the way, he was born on 24 April 2010 at 9.10pm. He weighs 2.85 kg.

Everyone has been asking me on my son's name..hihi.
Well, we both decided to name our son, RYAN ISZKANDAR.

Dah pun siap Ryan's birth certificate.

New Born

2010-04-24T23:37:00.008+08:00

Finally...the baby is out..

Alhamdullilah, syukur ke hadrat ilahi kerana di kurniakan bayi lelaki yg sihat, seberat 2.85kg.
Nama belum difikirkan lagi..kita tunggu la, bila dah register nanti.

Kami sudah berempat...Papa+mama+tasya+baby Rayyan...

~~~~~~sekian utk hari ini~~~~~~~~~~~~

Live Update: Klinik Alam Damai..

2010-04-24T16:45:00.003+08:00

Currently, i am at Klinik Alam Damai with hubby. I have been having frequent contraction since last night. As for now, i am 37 weeks preggy. By right my due date is on 10 May 2010.

Doakan keselamatan kami agar segalanya berjalan dengan mudah dan lancar yer.. Amin.

ps: If you ask me how am i feeling right now?? i will be lying if i am saying i'm ok, by right, my heart is pounding so fasttttt, sampai i bole dgr bunyi jantung sendiri...hehehe..

Wassalam..

I'm Dreamin~~~

2010-04-24T13:30:00.002+08:00

Holla back everybody,

Been busy lately, life is hectic...

Now tryin to layback a bit from work life and spendin more time with FAMILY..

hehehe

Anyway..

Wish everybody a very GOOD WEEKEND!!

My baby boy, is coming out soon..

so do check us out..haaha..

I am angry when...

2010-04-07T11:18:00.002+08:00

Fed up! That's the best word to describe my feelings now.

Angry pun yer jugak!

Yesterday when i was just about to leave the office, masuk pulak sorang Manager nie, dok bagi i kerja.. Fine, i tak kisah nak buat kerja tu, but i'm suppose to be on leave already! The instruction has been given out by The Big Boss himself. Which part yang kau tak paham???

If setakat kerja tu kena duduk dalam office n buat report, i tak kisah, but it requires me to travel up and down, all over the places... Paham tak yang i dah tak larat nak jalan banyak, if i walk too much, bile malam nak tido, i will suffer coz my contractions will be very close to each other!

What to do, some people just don't understand. Agaknya dia ingat kita main main kot! Takpe la, i will still complete the work! Tu laaaa, sometimes bile kite dah mahir buat multi tasking, dowang pun take advantage to the max laa!

Last day @ work!

2010-04-06T14:12:00.005+08:00

Update skali 2 entry today... coz today would be my last day @ the office. Bukan benti keja tau! Boss suwoh saya rehat!! hehehe... TQ boss!

Probably sebab dia wisau tgk i, wisau coz i slalu je kehulu kehilir, naik turun sane sini without even complaining to him. Well, untung dpt boss yg sgt prihatin. I really appreciate dpt boss yg sgt baik hati.

As for me, niat mmg nak dtg office lagi, yer la, wisau kan keja, nanti if i tak masuk office, sape nak tolong boss..tapi boss said, if i come to work n degil takmo rehat, he'll fire me instead! hhehehhehe.... aik pelik kan, tu la my boss, sgt concern!

So now, i will be updating my blog dari umah je la...tu pun kalau rajin online.. sometimes dok sibok layan tasya, time flies so fast, sedar sedar dah tiba time hubby nak balik dari keja lak! kena plak layan hubby kan...

Smlm sgt susah nak tido...whole body sakit sakit, pusing kiri tak leh tido, pusing kanan pun same aje...Next week kena pi check up lagi..dah nak dekat due date nie, doctor suwoh datang more often, to check on my health n baby! I really hope everything will be ok..makin dekat due date, makin risau, barangkali risau sebab takut sakit kot..tapi ni bukan 1st time..heheh, well, doakan everything will be fine yer....

Herm, since dah cuti nie, bole la tolong hubby promote his business..nak tau? meh sini email me personally at pinkjamboo@gmail.com.
Eventho, i'm already 35 weeks preggy, saya masih active kesana kemari, tapi kena jalan slow slow. tak leh laju laju, nanti sakit perut n baby pun restless. As for shopping?? herm, larat rasenyaaaaaa, dah name pun shopping kan?? heheheh... best woooo!!

Today nak attached my pixie during my pregnancy la...Gemok??? ntah, u decide, mesti la naik my weight kan..dah name pun ade baby dlm perut... (statement pujuk diri sendiri, lps preggy bantai jamu lerhhhhhhhh)

Smileeeeeee..family pixie!!!

Me @ 7 mths preggy.....

Ni clear sikit...most recent preggy pixiess..can see my tummy tak??? hehehe..

Since esok cuti, bole la kemas kemas barang baby....dah kena start buat list on things to do nie...If not mesti kelam kabut!